the last

  remember, I've seen the inner side of u.

stood as ur strength as those who could was so few.

who was there when this world was fallin?

I need not know, that's ur fault for stallin.

by ur side I was the last one to ever hurt u.

facts state I was forced to lose.

I can only take on my own open mind.

u got to even that as I was no longer mine.

closed, trapped n wrapped around one thing.

what explication could u ever speak now that there's no rings.

I'm that friend that fought u off n held u down.

n I never laid a hand on u as I was clowned.

never again is the pain I believe is only mine.

livin past u I personally would've rather died.

but know, I stood back up n took the edge of the stage.

I found rage realizin u lied straight faced.

u can blame only what the truth in between u n I can't recall.

n ur kiss was given one fucked up loss.

yeah, ur touch damn near destroyed me for life.

but I found a secret within that found a way to reside.

I am alive after the death of ur assurance that disappeared.

ur presence failed to remain as the promises were feared.

hi! It's me, the (one) that plays in the silence alone.

as another that gives more than u ever gave, roams.

healin wounds so deep I had to dig u out of me infected by betrayal.

guess who it was u actually failed?

I was never weak as I reached for only u.

I softened like a man for we all know who.

n I can honestly say nothin is left to talk about.

I've scraped u from within without a sound.

the story is here of a time when u wasn't mine.

when I was urs, always on my mind.

no wrongs could never submit a pure apology.

I was opened to the neglect where mercy fought sympathy.

jus to stay emotionally alive I let go of the one person I luv'd like no other.

as mentally I was fucked over by ur offer to be more than luv'rs.

u shoulda told me, I woulda understood ya know.

there was no reason to leave me in the middle of us growin old.

pssst! There's no p.s., jus the b.s. of livin with the taught that u gave up.

ailowy! Always in luv only with u! Trust.

I'm wakin without u lost, but I found a new home somehow.

somewhere, anywhere far away from u so I'm safe in doubt.

the joy simply stepped outta me with a smile as my tomorrow never came.

you'll never know how much luv lived that went insane.

u only got the first chapter of how I'm able to feel.

missed u r but this reality is the real deal.

I gotta lil tenderness standin by my side.

n its not u for she's not u cuz she doesn't need to be misplaced in time.

can u comprehend I woke the fuck up?

n u weren't there as I was adjustin the clutch.

it a damn fool cuz now someone else is fillin the void.

n this is the last I'll ever knowledge what I truly avoid.

gone hush only memories can justify til forgotten.

for there'd be nothin left of me to allow u to stop in.

any ol time you'd like even though ur gone back into this world.

free, u can go be someone else's girl.

I got one.

one!!!

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