not wanting to move on... afraid to find something better... eyes are blinded by selfish lusts... written down in unsent letters... fear rips through the heart... stoned n frozen in time... unable to hold on... helpless to to the release trying to hide... scared to be luv'd by another... having to let go of something more precious than worth... realizing friends ain't what has ever been seen... left to die alone... tucked behind closed doors is the tears drip... transforming emotion into a work of art... missing the kisses that go astray... like flutters on the wings of butterflies... free takes on a different meaning each n every day... horrified that a new face will be a comfort settled in... clinging to an attachment like no other... shaking the vibe loose from the hook... the drift divides intent once known as a luv'r... cut open to drain the laughter from within... turning on interest wanting to get beneath the skin... restless becomes anxiety being torn the fuck apart... so far in luv with the end of a life lived...
creating thoughts that linger in the mind... breaking smiles down to bare minimum when the betrayal sets in... terrified by the feel of touch nerves run from the surface... sitting with upside down grins... goodbyes are a correction that never come too soon... for a chance to reason with what truly gives pleasure it's depth... looking into a set of eyes that do not resemble what we thought would always be... as a force of panic is unsettled to the flow of sighs unwilling to invest... with doubts wedging distance in between someone else believing we are their happiness... in a game of pain feeding a nightmares trickery of who we are... as the other side cannot come fast enough to chill the heat from a raw tone fogging up the mirror showing what no one can see... waiting of the process to come full circle doing it's very own part... nervously impatient jus wanting the hurt to fade... desperately holding on to memories until they don't carry the same thrill... finding shadows blending in with the night jus to follow us during the day... with another chance to enjoy a bit more than what was with a different kinda fill... plunging into the shallows to swim in the deepest satisfaction know... bringing back the alarms sounding off... blaring cautions remind the sensitivities of a threat staring into a sunset made for two... jus to awaken one day ever so lost...
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