dead roses...

goin for days without anything to say... who's friend are u not wanting to see my face.?. if hate is what u feel jus lemme go... i ain't gonna fight to kiss azz on a daily jus so can wear ur throne... we don't havta live under conditions in which cripple emotions running for shelter... it's jus too hard to  be satisfied with the hopelessness of the heart starving to find comfort in a dweller...  i can't be as miserable as the discomfort u luv so much.?. having an issue with every other thing u cannot have ur way... it pains me to havta shut down the roller coaster as it twists me to the point here with u i refuse to stay... if this is who u are u need a more disgruntled individual to disrespect with ur selfish intentions... bcuz it isn't me that will put up with it any longer as u believe it to be ok to cause an unreasonable deception... claiming to luv me yet u throw fits when i wanna be who it is i am... treating me as if i do not matter to ur childish behavior forgetting we were once strangers n we can be once again... reality is u havta matured enough to earn my worth with the way u avoid a common conception that this takes the two of us bringing each other to life... n ur jus a neglecting arrogant self absorbed degenerate to the health of my own mind... i didn't come around for u to break me down so u can enjoy the way it hurts me every time... u can keep the false hopes n the tongues lies of having me in around for my own gain... for ur nothing to give a reason to fuck with how u put a glum presence on display... but u cannot witness what the mirror is blinded to so we need to decide together to walk away from this side show so we can get back to a more enjoyable life... i no longer want u to be my destruction clinging to my side... ur ball n chains is a wrecking ball to my thoughts as ur taring me apart... i jus can't do the topsy-turvy bs n need to be done with all the bitter azz remarks... ur not what i thought u were so this is it... i'm releasing u from my grips... as it was ur very own flame burnt me from the inside out... dead roses were done the day u plucked my nerve with the way u pout...