Believin in what???

Tell me again, y ur here giving interest before our own raging war.
Tell me one more time cuz I've heard the babbling before.
Ur all I've ever wanted? I hear ya like those before u as u away u speak.with truth.
I can't seem to listen again, to me bein put in words by u to use.
Actions break down n ur all the same n I remain me twisted in in frame.
Cuz I've already been somethin true that came from a dream.
So speak to me of somethin I don't know, yeah I'm a Damn good man.
Yet I'm not superman, nor feel u in my heart so easily land.
Yeah I'm much differentthan what you've seen, I can't help I am real.
N I hear u say I'm ur everything, check please! u jus sealed he deal.
I don't wanna be more than a friend standing between u n an other.
Right now I'm tryin to find a friend as I stare down upon her while in a hover.
Wake up ur silence hiding the real u n say somethin I haven't heard.
Ooh, u don't know what you'd do without me for I complete u, word!
Nah, been that to many times also, as the voices repeats they've all lied.
How bout we jus keep moving along n u find ur silhouette in ur mind.
Nothins comin from me overnight in this lifetime or the next.
But a few moments shared of touchy feely Kissin finger grippin with great sex.
I hear ya loud n clear talkin bout I'd never want an other, ohh brother.
Felt that shit to n fell flat on my face cuz my luv was nothin more than a luv'r.
Keep tryin to turn my head n reroute my train of thought, try n make me believe.
Cuz un sound like all the others falling in to fast into me.
I know what I am, n I'm not laying me down for jus anyone.
If u can't handle that I guess here we're done.
U see, I'm not the way I was, n I'm not lookin for luv right now.
So tell me again, what do u intend to do with me n how....
Cuz I've lived in the middle of emotion that touched n it felt so real.
Cuz even she shuffled cards n jus once never wanted me to deal.
So jus speak what's on ur mind n leave emotions be.
That shit comes in time n I jus wanna live n be......