The duo...

Many luv'rs have come n gone... Eyes casted stares on so many more as they neva felt like home... Emotion wasn't once wasted on one that wasn't worth the feel... As the percentage of women who actually gotten in were real... Passion along with desire felt the movement of the chosen ones that were released from my very own hand... Changin the reality in the mind of the man I am... Their faces remembered in ways no other will ever get that kinda smile the way I have... Each embedded yet there's a dou that redirected the smooth flow into the resistance of goin mad... One like the other my heart was in luv with them both simultaneously... Wantin them for myself as only one at a time could ever be... Pulled to the left by age as I'd be cheatin her from a family I could neva give... Tugged back to my roots where the older version in an other makes me wanna live... Givin a friendship so the goin without knowin them neva breaks... Solid to the core as truths pour out on to the expressions upon my face... Turnin the head back n forth not knowin which one is true to who it is they think I am... N all I eva wanted to do within one of them is land... Forced to walk away from the first n wound up in wounds likin a replica of her havin to save myself as I had to go... In my own as the phone doesn't stop goin back n forth in between the ilu's that rape my mind needin to go home... Tryin to avoid what had been by standin in place to see who it is they've become so self doesn't lose control by lettin them in without knowin me... Who are they comin in full swing lookin at me as if I'm who I've always been in their own dreams. The way they've haunted my own as the diggin could neva shovel the remains of memories made... As I like the taste of their name n the way it touches my tongue as sexual dames... I've neva came back to the reality of a different type bcuz the hearts they have beneath the bs is truly amazing... Yet I sit in wonder knowin which of the two owns my hearts sensitivities... Knowin I'mma have let go of one if not both in time... N this was my life...