I lie to me...

My fear of losing u is gone... N I'm not gonna apologise for luv'n u jus ain't no fun... Seems it jus like the rest n there ain't no get right on ur mind... N that's the reason I cannot have u in my life... U see, sometimes someone comes along that thinks the world of u... N for some time now I've been through... U weren't nothin to hold on to as I cried at night... Findin every thought of u misplaced in another time... The loss jus ain't felt no more as u turned on me... N I gotta say, as I can finally fuckin breathe... What u did to me was besides the point... Bcuz I was there when u needed me to fill the void... No, there's nothin left of me to call a friend... I know this as u couldn't see me as my luv for u was spent... Emotion threw up a thumb n from me went n found a better feel... So if u ever wonder what it is about me that was real... Look into the back of ur memories as details of us was all me... Provoked to be the bad guy with u left die in my dream... Yet, everyone wakes up eventually n becomes someone else... As for u there jus isn't any help... Ur cold n thoughtless even when u undress... For the type of luv u claim to give I'm not impressed... As honesty speaks here tonight... If it weren't for the drugs you'd still be more than on my mind... Bcuz I know I gotta lie to me to move on from ur wicked change... Even though we both know the best feelin ever was us exchanging names...