Dead luv'r walkin...

She buried me beneath the needle tryin to get away... On the outside of her pain where I was afraid... Even the gas gage below the leveled line went under as she jus couldn't seem to ever fuckin stay... Runnin from anything to be felt turnin into hate... From her addiction to the fear of bein luv'd she was damned to the escape... Acceleratin to her next buck that was neva enough to fuck n suck for the gain... Pumpin poison to get the vein goin yet again as it became a game... With nothin ever to come or go that'll remain the same... As even early is so far gone beyond late... Impatience escalated to the selfish need of livin one way, her way... Chasin what irritates the feel of joy fadin beneath the norm of each n every fuckin day... Neva to return as self she slipped n had been all but forgotten as I stand thinkin about the good times rememberin her name... The shape of her unforgettable face... The way it was before the chaos n the flava of her sweet lil taste... As it played out as I would forever be in her way tryin to keep her safe... With a friendship made that meant nothin to her as even I was jus another faze... As missed she is as there is no one to blame... I felt tears that fell like rain... Claimed by an emotion I stepped away from as it was me I had to save...