I remain...

Broken in my hands before it got to me... Drippin with emotions slip away from dreams... Held was your heart that I did not condemn... Yet blamed I was bcuz of them... Piecin what I did not do back together bcuz I cared... Tryin to show u what luv was to be shared... Neva havin the chance I was eager to please... Tastin the leftovers jump from your lip as if I were the breeze... Feelin the snap that created me in your mind... Attached to the backlash of smiles that altered my life... Shamed by others jealous I was the one u ran in to... Yet, it wasn't me that made u luv loose... Stackin the weight of your issues on the balance of my teeter tippin over... N in the past tense I even sat in silence n told myself I jus wanted to luv her... As the release of the grip bared the truth... There was nothing left of u... Not one thought that remembered who u were saved for self to claim ur own... They won prior u say u felt me steal the air from your lungs... For u were outta breath long ago... Fallin in to me bcuz I didn't know I had a dead zone... One that went the length of your heart n beneath the depths of your ways... As I heard the way u said my name... Comin to life... I believed in the hype u found possible by the right amount of time... Findin me after you've been detained mentally by those that changed u... With a heavy heart that was afraid of luv in the twisted game of abuse... I stood was we met blinded by the beauty u showed too be seen... Hidin what followed your shadow into the darker side of a more drawn out theme... As u now have faded n I feel nothin of u left here but what I've learned how not to be... Yeah, I chose to be me...