unfulfilled

Sayin all there is to be said.
Leavin dead echos in an empty head.
Transformin what has become.
Into a confused state of mind gone numb.
Livin within the shadows of thoughts.
Hidin from the emotional wants.
Scared to look into eyes that care.
Unable n unprepared.
Time has lost sides of luvs gain.
Sittin motionless as feelin isnt the same.
In a trans of simply left alone.
Not knowin which way to go.
The caved in heart has collapsed.
Jus needin what one that they had.
Movements dont seem to even wanna try.
N thinkin brings tears to the eyes that cry.
Lil patience linger in hope.
Yet it doesnt help to bother to cope.
Its jus the loss of pure unjustified depths.
That came to life as self was swept.
Away n never given a real chance.
To walk aside in a blinded glance.
Theres nothin more to say anymore.
Jus gotta find a home for the cure.
Not speakin of how it feels.
Brings fourth a sense of the unfulfilled.
Livin n breathin jus goin with lifes will.
Runnin from anyone that touches the thrill.
Waitin on that hand thatll only do.
But how long can one actually ooze?
Before the inevitable apears in the unseen mirror.
Shuttin down even on the lonely fear...