like the window

I remember sittin in bed listenin to this song that repeated in my head.
N I felt the pain squeeze tears from my eyes as I felt an end to the hype.
Well before she turned on me in another day for the final time for her own ways.
It was a harsh reality I faced comin from a friend I wanted to see breathe.
As free as the poluted air in her lungs n tge candy she ate.
I sat a man defeated by other than what it was truly I gave.
Yet as still as I was motionless there was nothin I could do to change the b.s.
I jus think back n visualize a blinded fool that luv existed in the mix.
N as the piano played I knew a nemory would come from the life she lived.
Idk how many times I asked her no to leave me outta pure luv she wasnt willin to give.
Countless hrs were spent tryin to communi catw with even myself.
Yet its was comin n I hadnt a thing I could do to help.
I jus wasnt enough when I stood next to her as she blew like the wind.
She really fucked up my grin.

Patrick Swayze... shes like the wind.