I guess

Like the flat line screamin til the plug is pulled.
I guess this is the end of the show for sure.
Nothin sadder than a luv so pure gone to waste.
But it wasnt my actions y we wound up like this.
Its an emotion im gonna miss n that's no lie.
Jus wish u coulda seen me before the end of our time.
THE ANGERS faded as if it jus dont matter anymore.
My thought is I jus wasnt enough n u wanted more.
Yet I was the total package that stood by ur side.
N u did e erything u could to destroy all possibilities in my mind
Its crazy to think of life without u.
But its jus one of those things where u gave ti much abuse.
U,u dont do much as its settled in n im lookin out at a world I no longer wanna face.
Cuz alone ill feel til my dyin inevitable day.
Y u did what u did ripped us from luv for drugs.
N its a cryin shame we cant find each other with kisses n hugs.
Forever torn from the one I choose is the way ill live my life.
Cuz u never truly knew y I wanted u as my very own wife.
But its cool the way u jus gave up as I stood still.
Standin with luv drippin in my hands losin its thrill.
Yeah, its s void I cant seem to come to terms with.
N idk y im not worth the ecpressions I spit.
Must be u coulda never luvd me the way u say u did.
I guess butchie is jus a memory to mandy as when we were kids.
I was there in the struggle givin my all for u.
N what hurts the most is how u could jus walk away without me a use.
U forced me away so I wouldnt see who u were to become.
Cuz u knew I wouldnt have any part of that life goin numb.
It was foolish of u to put us thru the pain n the hurt.
Cuz now I sit in wonder if luv was really meant thru words.