enough

Y do u havta ask u to hold on.
When as natural as it gets should come fourth.
I got thus feelin like I jus wasnt enough.
Yet I gave my all ti sit aline with luv.
I was there as u ledt me standin confused.
Ur that one id never thought id lose.
So y is it u didnt see me at all.
N u firgot who I am as I called out ur name.
U didnt wanna make it last n idky.
N matter what still wants u in my life.
Even after the change has focused on u as my wife.
How could u jus s throw me away like that.
N watch me come undone not bein able to see ur face.
Is it u jus didnt care enough to try jus once.
Cuz im torn in the way I stand n under the gun.
Facin reality of turnin away or comin home.
Luv I jus dont know if I am the one.
U gave up after the emotions was shared.
In the middle of my all bein bared.
N I cant help but to feel I jus wasnt enough.
For u to give n prove to me ur madly in luv.
Isnt that ebat u meant when u said u dont know what youd do without me.
Yet I crumble n u smiled as I landed on my knees.
Forced to find my way in wonder if u even thought bout me.
Beggin to the walls daily please, please, please.