beggin for truce

Its a struggle to find self.
Its me I can no longer help.
Idk how to be me anymore.
Who am I behind the gore.
The face of a man is confused.
Beggin for a truce.
His heart swims in sorrow.
Not lookin forward to tomorrow.
Its an empty feelin wantin it to end.
Ive lost my fuckin head.
The tossin n turnin is to much.
Coverin up luv with an others touch.
Somethin jus aint right.
I have no will in my fight.
The one I use to be is gone.
Somethin is seriously wrong.
Anger riddles my thoughts.
Pain Consumes what was fault.
The stance I rise to jus doesnt care.
Jus goin with the flow unprepared.
N its me that is to blame.
I failed n now feelbthe strain.
The weakness I never knew I had.
N its drivin a sane man mad.
Touch jus doesnt feel the same.
Everything is nothin more than a game.
N its the way I miss my life.
How I jus wanna feel my wife.
Life fell apart n idk what im doin.
N its as if idk where im goin....