something close

opened up, stumbling into this as i am ready for use.
time to see what this thing can really do.
heart pumped, feeling this feeling once again.
hoping this time this thing gives in and won't end.
crash or burn, giving this thing a whirl.
on my finger, im going to see if it will twirl.
trying hard to find it peeking around the corners in my mind.
looking deep enough inside to squeeze out some shared time.
showing up aware and prepared for the future.
never scared, daring myself to care fro the motion feature.
accepting i do not have to be alone if i do not want to be.
i can find something close to what my dreams have appeared to be.