face

somewhere in between never again and idling before my very own over flowing liquified eye wells.
i was hiding behind a vision of the perfect woman whom indeed in fact, has a face.
someone whom still exists as numbero uno, with shoes to be filled.
i fell quietly for 15 long neccesary years to come out okay, that's when my plans changed.
passed now focused on what i believe to be my final touches as a man, as life is so much more in focus.
once upon a time when wanting, needing, and enjoying all came into play in a mature way.
an honest, trying, and trusting manner, one that fills the room with no doubts.
becoming lost in the ways within someone that could be the end of me today.
what it is i see within her eyes tells me i got what she has been looking for as well.
a friend, confidant, lover and that one that deserves whom we have been becoming for decades.
i'm finding me searching for that one thing that is missing the emotion and feeling of real love.
hiding from all, locking my heart away for one, now set free saving face.
standing for truth, loyalty, and simply a friend, i rest well knowing im living my life.
and the only thing that doesn't lie is time, it will tell secrets of alls pasts.
as lessons are learned and moments are enjoyed with a new face emerging.
i feel a live and some what reborn as the man in me is re-emerging.