As briefly as it was in such a short life i can say i got to hold my dream girl. N oh how without hesitation she became my whole world. I felt u in my arms n even deeper in my heart. N in luv i fell n never bounced back. As i now struggle with the thought of how I'm to open up to another with doubt that it'll ever last. Being with u truly fucked me up in ways i don't even was sling meat due to the attachments that come shortly after the hormones do their deed. N even though there's no way to fix any of the chaos i still rather it be u here with me. But i must figure out how to find a lil something to ease my mind the way u were supprosed to.it's ok though bcuz n i mean no disrespect when i say ailowy... As i turn back life awaiting my snile to lift me from this spell I'm under. U were so much more than a desired fantasy enjoyed as a luv'r...
Some things just need to be said... I hope u find what makes u feel like the real u...
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