Seeking a snug lil fit...

Moving on n leveling up. It's a lil different without holding on to luv. From keepin it going to rebuilding life. Individualism truly captures the mind. Time drags n hope lingers until it's gone. Waking away from everything that's gone wrong. Finding self in places unrecognizable n strange at the least. All in attempting to find where home tames the beast. Gradually drifting n winging movements free to flow. As lookin around causes confusion on which way to go. Days lose to months that build yrs lost to empty memories never shared. Always wanting to be somewhere else where the contents of the heart are spared. In unfamiliar territories deciphering how easily the feel can rest. One situation at a time to identify reason suffocating on the chest. Wonders wander in between luv'rs coming n going seeking a snug lil fit. Listening for certain tones breaking through sound fluttering from their lips. Sitting with heavy emotions weighing on the mood but never expressed upon the face. Waiting on a friend to appear from depths with the key that unlocks the sacred gates. Not knowing who's who nor of intent yet to surface along the way to eventual ends. Forward as guests relying on placements slowly vibing with a lil time spent. From one bed to the next not as a whore but as to figure out self's true worth. Swiveling heads spin as eyes rotate in sockets not wanting to leak with hurt. Putting truths on the table to relate with just one that comprehends individual efforts shown. Able to maintain without help for as long as it takes to mentally evolve with growth. Hinges swing as if saloon doors closing from an opening stage. Pieces of normal gather use that may or may not be a gain. Onward with question that fade without answers desire drives passion's will. Patient to click with a rare sense of raw that excites the thrill. Comfort attaches itself to a belief once age kicks in. Until then there simply is no win win. Just motions having one purpose n that is to survive. Thinking to self bcuz all else has failed, but at least I'm still alive.