Home alone...

Key fitting. Tumbler twisting. The dream is more than real. The wonder awaits the never ending feel. Lock retracted. Knob contacted. Opening to see what's behind closed doors. Ready to get on with life without the wars. Hope ends. Blank descend. Thoughts fade only wanting to exceed. Nothing aspires with vague breaths that breathe. Stepping in. Checking ribs. Forcing the issue to find home. Pretending not to be so alone. Left, right. Blackened sight. The darker the journey dims as feet shuffle on. Deep into the unknown still goin. Motion spins. Circles win. Going around n back to the beginning of the start. Leaving a void in the eager heart. Lost drifter. Grinding shifter. The norm gets further away than ever before. Eyes close to hide what emotion pours. Standing still. Strong will. Unable to define where the dream has gone. Awakening to a reality that's somehow went wrong. Distant again. Forgotten friend. Dispatched from self n sighing to be felt. Unwilling to believe there is no help.