Awaiting...

I've watched sunsets i wanted too share with someone. Been to places all on my own. Lived most of my life feeling insignificant as i remain on the run. All bcuz I'm a lil different i haven't found home. My hearts poured itself out until there was nothing left to touch. Just to find there's an endless will to be luv'd. As patience have through time became stable with no rush. Yet I'm yet to give into the slither of trust. Even rhythm there's things I'd rather do with another living in comfort with me. Trips n voyages to chilling on the couch living free. Guess some thoughts are meant to be suspended in dreams. As pieces within crave the motion of inner makings opening up so there no longer a secret. I awaken to mornings awaiting me to give me a chance. But that one desire well being seeks somehow is never inhanced. Although i tell myself daily that time is running out on me saying i can't. Somethings stirring up in my chest that wants to experience where emotions truly are remain as they land. From the mountains to the desserts I've seen it all. Roadways all lead to the same emptiness no matter where the mind falls. Dropping with the head to rest listening to the silence of the walls. I wish i had the remote to the shit show bcuz it would be the one thing I'd unpause. To remad release me from the solo act so i can believe again. But then again the fear resurfaces to strangle hope damned. As i shit n winner where's my biggest fan? The adventure is in need to drift away from the moment i mage a strand. Witb a stranger attempting to attend crossing over with luv to give. Off to wherever to much more than just fingers tickling the ribs. With footprints in the sand to show where kisses met lips. Where's paradise?