When u find yourself lost in someone else's arms. As u lay there some place u know u don't belong. As a nerve opens up to avoid the pain. When the moment is something u cannot escape. With their flutters bouncing off of your hidden passions. Hoping life will give a chance at what the mind imagines. Hoping the heart will forget as the linger fades. With a stranger wanting to be the same ol face. Motionles with a new found friend something just isn't right. Unable to loosen up so luv can have a life. Unable is the fear desires fight the most. Motionless n affraid self doesn't recognise the room as home. Touched by fingertips wanting access into the chest. Knowing there's nothing for them to invest. Knowing self shouldn't be alone with them at all. Touched has an eerie way of confronting thoughts in the head clombing walls. Thinking where if not here does one fit in. Missing the point by listening to the pulse tug on the grin. Missing a comfort from a time not so long ago. Thinking wtf is gonna come of being alone. Ticking away are thumps gone to waste. Never to be caught by hands n kept as fate. Never to accept another willing to be. Ticking is seconds before they realize i ain't me...
I avoided writing this one a few yrs ago. Kinda forgot about the situation...
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