only you...

don't you want it? i have no other use for the emotion held within. it only wants you. and i can't tell it to luv someone new. trying i didn't succeed. it's hooked n insists the mind follows its lead. damn thing has thing thing for for you is the truth. i just figured i'd tell it like it is and see what it is you wanna do. ignoring it hasn't done any good. and to listen to the beats throbbing from deep has their own mood. keeping me awake and distracting me from what i need to get done on a daily. it ain't me. it's this fucking thumper that clings to the feel/ wanting you to recognize its ability to be real. come mornings there's a void and it refuses to entertain anyone else. so all day i linger in thoughts attempting to get it to convert to anything other than what's felt. but it knows you're not interested in depths on a mature vibe. at least not from a pulse that just wants to be a part of your life. bouncing to the rhythm opening up to so much more. so why don't you tell it needs to shut the door. to close up shop and keep it moving so i can live for once. because it doesn't mind me veering off looking around. it knows imma come back to the really point as it laughs out loud. the selfishness of its demeanor is stubborn as fuck. i've tried everything and i'm lost on what to do with what i keep hushed. so take it as a gesture of hope aimed at only you. my heart isn't gonna be content until it feels how yours moves...