I dont wanna be alone no more... Im vibin n the wonder is comin from deep beneath the whore... Ill be real... I don't wanna be jus another sexual feel... Im craving an alliance i cannot go without... Yet I failbto zone in on words releaser from mouths... Like mu heart has askrd mr to find someonne worthy of its own depth... As i linger in life waitim on a reason to open to what i can accept... I think of how my luv goin to waste... N how private moments add to the feel of how it feela tonsay another's name... Silentmy i hide... Not knowing who would be good for my state of mind... As real as put inti words... One day i could only hope to come across someone i drop down n give all to their own worth... Say what u will but im as human as anyone else... N eventually i could only hope i decide on more than a feelin felt... As i come from a place i havent been able to express... Wantin a need of a voice to confirm they aren't a victim of what's left... Yet a purpose on why I've fallen back into an us atate of mind that scares me... Damn isn't iba bitch to dream.?.  To hide behind doors knowing what truths are held within... Disconfiguring a smile kus wantin to show a true grin... As the alcohol drags out everything withheld from hope.... I don't wanna be alone but i can't trust in moans... There's a deeper will that thrives to belong... N this solo act isn't a life for a heart like mine wanting to hear how two people can get along... It sucks but help ain't a thing everyone understands... When it's the matter of comfort on levels to take a willing hand... Where is one to turn to rely on a friend.?. When life has presented a false presence that creates jus another end...