Lucid dreams...

Have u ever found yourself out in the middle of nowhere with ur heart aching to its own pulse.?. Lacking a friend to be the comfort of hope settling the difference within the design of flaws... Begging self to become more than a solo act running for a shelter that simply doesn't exist... As thoughts begin to drift of how life is mostly wasted in lonely moments making the texture of flesh ever so missed... When home is but a word lost upon the tongues flip to admit where use is not alone... Have u ever stared for hrs a seen nothing more than a phone.?. Feeling distant n irrelevant to life in the way not much matters without a luv to cling to... Knowing the mind is further from the opening in the chest as days linger into a past hanged from a noose... With a feeling of solitude self could only wish to walk away from before it's too late... Jus in want of a need to free emotion as eyes set sights on a familiar face... With a touch that ends the depths dwelling on reasons in which cripple intent... To loosen up n jus be a better version that's untamed n willing to please another as a friendship is lent... Have u ever waited long enough n still haven't come to terms of when life itself is gonna be rearrange.?. For that final situation trust can rely on by nights stillness creating an even trade... A u for i in exchange to put to rest the wonders of passions finest giving a hand... As the reflection of self is admired not by vanity but by individuality of someone who needs not speak of where tgey too stand... Have u ever longed to have the torment stopped.?. For long enough has already corrected the presentation of a mirrors image fit to grow soft... Tenderizing pieces of self to be sauteed in arms like a lucid dream coming to life... Have u ever not known the beginning to the next line.?.