Trapped within...

On the drift one gets lost... Spending countless hrs alone trying to correct flaws... Hoping to find a balance between the had n the heart... So one doesn't havta swallow words when curiosities set off alarms... In the middle of life one examines self... Wanting to be resurrected n eventually be felt... Though time behind the eyes find comfort in the shadows buried in the nights... Unable to hear broken promises made that surface as lies... Lingering is one falling into the silence... Holding on to memories that never turn out to be timeless... Thoughts forget of the feel good when letting go... Losing self in the process of setting down figurative thrones... One rides solo on life's back digging out the pain... Jus to awaken as a stranger in reflections that chase ones face... Growing older than comfort is willing to accept... The transformation changes presence as well as depths... In the redefining moments locked away one's mind is absent on how to live... In disbelief when it comes to what self has to give... Fading like confidence fear settles in to the chest... Restricting emotion from ever believing self is anything moor than nonetheless... From shattered to scared to healed n afraid... Days are chaperones to the mind fighting a use to to be claimed... When the solitude eases the peace within... One tends to settle in to a basic kinda grin... Wanting to reach out n touch someone with luv... To land in a sacred place that has no means to rush... One can only get so close... Jus to shy away n be alone... Roaming as if the battle within has forgotten its way home... One jus needs a real reason to loosen up n go with the flow... Knowing there's so much good goin to waste... Trappes within jus seems to be the safeat place...