Different streets...

I could follow u down a one way street for 8 lifetimes n you'd never turn around... Yet if u ever did you'd see I held all the pieces gathered that u dropped along the way as if u never needed to be found... It's jus how I feel as life goes on into the unknown away from resurrecting ur heart for it could use a heal... So I laid u at my feet n walked away from a luv that caused so much pain when we were supposed to be real...  Friends for life with no doubts faded the day I realized uIwere cheating yourself outta my own wants n needs... U failed to mention u were in it for ur own personal gain that never included me...  As everything u ever was is somewhere in between us but ur gonna havta get by on ur own... Jus don't come any closer to me the day u come full circle to drop step on a pivot n spin once u somehow get tired of feeling alone... I'll be holding on to my worth looking into someone else's eyes that actual stare back... As a two way street leads to a more comforting mindset to allow luv to enjoy the way smiles last... Though it ain't me but u I'm looking at from my angle moving on jus like everyone else... I guess I'm jus not ready to be felt...