One man's smile

Only if i could go home n live a normal life... Yet i set out to do jus that, if u could jus see me eyes... Tearing up from being so close as days come n go... As miles linger in between me n a dream as i roam alone... Though i ain't fallin in reverse i still feel the sting of these words... Opening me up as i miss faces i never wanna see hurt... So it's off to sell myself to the highest bidder... Not once studdering nor any time soon, wither... I jus wanna make it back to enjoy what others take for granted... As pieces cone together that's awaited for so long to be transplanted... From a prior time where moments were endlessly driven into the depths of my mind... I've been the one for so long who's been fortunately redefined... N crossing over to from the struggle i merely a sigh away... As tics count down my turn to breathe as a whisper creates a new versiin of my name... Relentless is the factor that will change this phase of pavements trampled on... As my heart will eventually find what aligns to pursued me into something more than homemade porn... In the dues paid in full i will not be denied... Showing the world i care nothing for how one man's smile will forever shine...