On standby...

People are so easy to fall in luv with multiple people back to back to back... Like they're afraid to be alone with themself as a friend within they lack... I've been there once n can't seem to come to a comfort to jus giving up the goods... I wonder but can't click with jus anyone due to my differences beyond the hook... Though i get to much alone time tends to create a rut when independence gets carried away... Yet who can be tolerated on a daily to become a familiar face.?. When the heart ain't feeling passion without a friendship where details align... Bypassing the goofy shit to get to what matters to have some sorta normal with another while living life... As so many allow emotion to take blow after blow jus so nights don't seem so long... Claiming whoever is up is it until the end transforms the content in tones gone wrong... As i have a hard time trying to figure out what peoples true intentions are... Allowing time to show truths to linger into the open like a work of art... Am i the only one to consider the possibility of lives merging needs to be considered from all angles.?. Unable to give in to laughs when there's more to life than the good times that have defining moments that dangle... Even luv'd ones n others that are a part of someone's every day routine is a packaged deal so outta reach... Knowing some people jus ain't no good for the mind seeking peace... Though the thought teeters behind the eyes as if an unrest is curious to witness what a real touch would be like... As i hide me from a world filled with strangers in n outta relations doing time... With one question haunting the silence as all i wanna do is sleep... When will i ever give in to wants over needs.?. To be able to sigh in belief that that one person fits jus right... Never perfect but triggers something i could never resist from deep beneath words that cannot be held inside...