maybe i like the way it feels...
n it has nothing to do with u...
have u ever thought that i've been truly healed.?.
or that i'm only interested in the way life moves...
relations isn't a must in my heart...
it takes away from the freedom to roam...
as i'd rather not play a role within so many parts...
the turth is, i'd rather be alone...
for i've fallen in luv with the silence...
n the solitude has become a friend...
allowing me to do as i please...
in true form unaltered by ur liking to my end...
having to have every second wrapped up...
unable to sigh in a moment to be...
always tucked in between wanting to leave n trust...
torn from the comfort of who i am on my own to placed in dreams...
maybe i don't feel a fuckin thing...
it's possible i lost the tickle in the texture stroked...
simply not wanting fingers to flow to what's to me as a fling...
i have no hope...
the patience of being on my own has completed me...
there's a certain type of ease i live with...
bcuz of how i found my way without anyone else i've been freed...
tamed by i've come to know my worth sits upon no ones lips...
so in some strange twist i need not temped to luv irritations...
when it's hard enough for me to even like others...
as i sit without the confusions caused by someone else's expectations...
i believe all i crave from time to time is a luv'r...
a specific type...
as i go on about my way n live my life...
being someone's everything doesn't appeal to me no more...
it hasn't for quite a while to be honest...
i have nothing in my depths that needs poured...
i'm happy jus doin what i do even if it isn't my best...
but i don't think you'd understand where i'm coming from...
loosened to how i let go of passion...
a poison to a mental state of of coming undone...
emotion is a bother to a different kinda fashion...
worn with a confidence not having to pose with fake smiles...
the loner within ain't afraid to speak...
in tuned with what is in fact worth a while...
able to fuckin breathe...
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