She believes she has issues... Lost in the silence of solitude... Unable to adjust the world outside.. Her idea of happiness is to be left alone to die... She thinks she's the only one... Betrayed in between the lines of promises said n now done... Feeling the need to fling birds aimed at luv's intent... Claiming everyone is the same so she has a reason to vent... Creating a place when the darkness evaluates her mind... Changing its thoughts as her emotion hides... Bitter from choices she hasn't accepted as her own... As the smile upon her face is shallow n rarely shown... She drifts with obscenities cut loose from the lip... Without a lick of common courtesy missed... The pain delivered her to the ends of her worth... To soak up the tears like it never hurt... She's caught in hey own disposition as her eyes tell the truth... Yet trust is the one thing in which she has no use... Dead is emptiness of her dreams... Blackened by a once was tgat never had a need... So behind the scenes she climbs walls pretending she's better of... Damning anyone with hey sharoened claws... Digging in to flaws to break down every angke wanting to get close... Living in fear she sits in a lonely home... Running around in her head taking to herself... Refusing to every give in again to being felt... Bcuz the negativity touched her as she feel in luv... Keeping her most sacred desires locked awayas the tongue had been hushed... To remain safe from the monsters that brings the ugly to life... There is no hope for passion has resigned... Inward she spun a web to catch herself slipping... Restraining voices attempting to get through kisses sipping... She's scared but won't soeak of the matters of who she really is... She jus clings to a simpler way to live... Laughing in the dark as her chuckle echoes down the hall... She listens to it fade has her heart stalls... Luv'n the distance of decisions tgat helps ber sleep... As the pillows comfort the way she breathes...
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