Curling up within myself, alone and in the nude... Hidden away from the touch of others that only tend to ruin the mood... Laying flush on my cores lowest depth I rest night after night... Afraid of feeling something worthwhile n it being in luv the overrated continuous fight... Unable to trust an other that's fine nothing wrong as I'd havta pay for their ex's choices... Let alone theirs that wound them up on the hint to replace the same ol patterns chattering useless noises... So I sink in when the lights go out so I don't havta fear who it is i sleep with... Bcuz even I have chose a few other faces that weren't worth the expressions that existed that puckered lips... As every morning there's a void to awaken to as the lone feeling gets it goin... Content without the hatred luv claims not have in which comes around when expectations does get what they want or want done as in doin... I slip beneath the texture to stay clear from the warning signs the even give a lil poke at the emotion that's to focus easy to hurt... In my silence where time commits to moving on with or without meaningful yet shallow azz words... N the piece of mind is different unwilling to take part in the chaos of relations that has no mindset ready to join forces... Only thing I never want to do is have to walk away from another so called friend looking after self as the scenery changes yet again during in porches...
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