Word play...

How deep is the tip of ya tongues dip behind the lips depth tryin to get a sip of the taste of it jus wantin to extend flava with a lil licks twist... Jus bcuz u know it would be priceless...

Creep...

Let's creep inside each other's minds as a thought lingers with the come n go of touch... Playing with that imaginary emotion that gets feelings so stirred the fuck up we think it's luv... Confusing the mental aspect of knowin someone as due to trusting without confirmation that u to carry my presence... Making shit to complex for reason to fullfil a void n end relations so defiantly hesitant... Wantin the speed of light to keep up with being so fuckin far in it's already over... As it's back to strangers who could care less tucked in the memory as jus another luv'r... Enjoyin the silence once again as we creep n finally able to breathe... In a different version of free...

Let's talk about sex...

Vulgar thoughts approaching the lips ever so slowly nibblin on names... Workin their way on the slide of the tongue cravin the feel of the taste... Impure n out right flirtatious with the way letters gather the imagination at its best... Feeling the need to sink in beneath the skin n bypassin the emotion caught up in the chest... Dirty to the point lusts awaken to the squeeze of hands groping some azz as if eyes were blind... Bringing to life all the twisted kinks released from the mind... Diggin the vanity displayed to be felt in more ways than one... Ready n willin to come undone n have a lil fun....

Convo with self...

Comin through conversations with self... I better me for a better me is needing to be felt... Feeling the weight of thought thinking about the presence of what kills thy mood... Free in other ways that makes me complete as my mindsets woo's... Who knew, in luv with life's chance to be able to relate to u... I talk to the rattling in my head that has a lil tink to the clank of sound... Comin through as a beat lined up simultaneously with the vibes that thump me into a weave of expressions said out loud... Holding back only to protect the past from ever stepping up for a repeat offender... Emotion doesn't go that deep unless u know me n I don't even know myself that will as to defend words as a pretender... I agree with me when sides find themselves backing away in the eventual dismissal of dreams... Comin through to learn a thing or two as self believes in wants that outweighs needs... One day at a time will demonstrate the only guarantee that I'm right with me so that u to can see me... Feelin the inner makings of becoming truly free...

Lil game...

Let's hide beneath the night after the sun passes is by... Play a lil game that's been on my mind n enjoy a moment in time... I ain't talkin about nothin but some taste buds gettin their fill... Feelin our way around without the light on jus actin out upon the thrill... Once the horizon becomes invisible to the naked eye... Touch is the only thing available to spend some time... Loosenin up for the point of no return... Slippin on the outburst of words in rhythm with the way tongues flirt... Passed the end of the day where a lil game changes the face... Ease on back n jus say my name...

Changin faces...

Lookin about with the head on swivel jus feelin the need to explore... Findin an interest gazin back appearin to wantin a lil bit more... Imaginin clothes fallin from the hidden flesh to be touched... Pleasure in another level of let's keep it on the hush... Goin further than orgasms can tweak an expression goin all out... Rearranged by the gettin it good as profanity rips loose from the mouth... Changin faces flip scripts on the verge of bustin at the seems... Makin heavy pants accelerate the heartbeat as it gets harder n harder to breathe... As bein taken advantage of satisfies hormones behind closed doors... Tampered n played with til the feel goes beyond numb crawling away on the floor... It's the look of tryin to get away that tickles the mood... Knowin it wasn't ur fault u had no clue... One minute talkin shit to that split second that acknowledges skills unleashed... Realizin u got yourself ahold of a real azz freak...

Sexually enhanced...

U get tired of gettin ur dick sucked n bendin em over... For some reason they think all they have be is it own personal luv'r... It's kinda like they think ur shallow trim to get those emotions from ya heart... But what they're doin is expressin the same ol same type of naked art... Grade A beef tucked back in the pants... Bypassin the pussy bcuz they believe they can get to u in sexual enhanced... Yet the dog jus hikes a leg jus before they get mad... I can't be fazed by exterior beauty as the inside is only pretendin to be bad... It's that raw all out matchin inner n outta vanity that makes me wanna sink in in between a lil higher than the knees... The freaky kind that explode without expectations of ownership n jus let shit be... They'll tend to turn u off with that hidden intent like they're really about doin some shit... But ain't nothin but some words runnin off at the lips... Jus throwin the kitty at a muthafucka attemptin to aw him if she can... As they jus don't know I ain't no average man... A lil touchy feely some gonna trap my mind like I can't get laid... Shits to easy to come by yet I like hearing em call or my name... Even though I've had more than enough if em n sister at the same time to fill my thrust... Only void here is the act right they can't seem to grasp wantin to fall the fuck in luv... By a big dick somebitch tired of the played out bs of em wantin somethin in return... That shits absurd... For the birds that fly in n out of the coocoo's nest unable to think... As they all find out one by one I'm jus a different breed... Ain't pressed on the lickadesplit that does taste so fuckin good... Even if they do know how to work the fuckin wood... Special has no deliverance within the walls of my mind... For they come n they go as I'mma enjoy em in my own time... Lettin loose to feel em by which ever one I choose... I life bitches, hos, kinky freaks, n lil boobs... The tight fitted ones that make those funny lil noises... When everyone of em claims to neva have been exploited... It gets old but it sure is one hell of a good time cumin all up in em... Doin what whatcha want n jus hearin em go mmmmmmmmmm...

Neva lettin go...

I'm weak... Ur like kryptonite gettin beneath my skin... Breakin me down... Showing me u do not care where I've been... U got a hold on me... In luv with the way my heart sits in ur hand... Unable to stop the emotional carousel... It's as if I need u to be able to stand... Jus to feel somethin... I'm captivated by u... Lost in the way u play the strings keepin me up into a tune... I give with u as my truth... With every twirl of ur finger... To the movement of ur smile aimed at me... Stuck in the design of ur eyes... With u I feel free... Meltin in ur palms from the heat we rise... U are the surprise of my life... Movin me into a groove... As self would neva be the same without u by my side... Collected by u my pieces have been gathered... Rearranged into someone new... On display by ur touch alone... Know here who's who... To the point of needs lettin go... Easin back to the shores of the heart... Poundin the depths waves at our feet... Jus u n me goin hard...

A friend to the fallen one...

I was someone else before we met back up... Before I fell in to the emotional stage of too far in luv... Mentally I couldn't show u who it is I am... There's a reason I call u kryptonite but it doesn't make me any less of a man... Idk how life is gonna play out n either way we're gonna havta live it... Hoping whatever happens someone's got our six... N all that truly matters to me when it comes to u is for u to be happy in ur right state of mind... As I've backed away as a friend first jus tryin to live life...

Opposin meanings of free...

Don't do that to me... Build yourself up to replicate my dreams... Becomin someone u don't know how to be... Pretendin to be my kinda freak... I can tell u don't know the difference between wants n needs... Please, jus turn go n jus leave... Let ur legs take the lead n follow ur feet... I'm ok with ur origins of thought bcuz u n I have opposin meanings of free... It's not me u havta cheat... Ur lies I see n it's not me u seek... I'm the monster u hide from when yet head lands on ur pillow with it's lean... U don't know who it is I aim to please... Nor the first clue of why it is we've come to this meet n greet... Keep the emotion tucked away until we can relate without being mean... As our seems can't stand to be apart knowin luv has a hidden greed... Don't u dare come at me with that failure to appear when the time comes to show up rare n in a raw form of clean... Opened up n ready to breathe... Not findin out who it is I am before the sentimental bs makes my head shakes from the screams... Hehe ha ho hum I don't give a fuck about playin out shallow scenes... Like before luv is equivalent to sex cumin in between the initial hello n a final goodbye waitin its turn to creep... Pointless without the foundation of what gives us room to breathe... Plead not once u lost what u cannot understand for ur growth lingers somewhere in ur hearts heat... Dyin to have passion skip over a friendship that simply jus wants to grieve... In u I do not believe for ur immaturities are weak... Stand to the side so I can visualize the next in line who claims to have a reason to take a seat... Nothin about u is interesting with that same ol goofiness in which find from the lips of zzz's... Leak or bleed if u must for u are condemned to the coldish ways tryin to get inside of me... These are jus thirty six lines put into a rhythm of what u don't know that u seriously need to read... It's me u will not defeat... Anything less is obscene... Obsolete... Silly lil soldier of desire u should jus be real if u wanna speak to me off my feet... Kicked back lettin things be what they're intended to be... In a mental devotion of u n me... Allowin that level of expression to to peek... Without once ever havin to blink...

As the one u are...

Step on out from within the chameleons that make the crowd. Express Ya interest or what is before u will walk on by bcuz u jus couldn't seem to spit that intellectual sound. Time every so often gives windows a chance to open n air out. To let that fresh breeze be ur round about. As eyes cast in wonder of the attraction u seek. U neva know u could be everything they need.  It's on u to let yourself be known. Sayin here I am in mind n body with the tenderized passionate moans. Step on up n claim ur prize. Or the thought of luv will fade into a past sense of life. Pass not the joy that could find its way into ur very own heart. Some of us jus want a true friend from the very fuckin start. Can u come out n play with a man that would luv to make u smile? Best friends n shit, goin the distance of that extra mile. Come from the sea of faces casting stares that can not find the words to speak. Unheard n blending in to the chase seems no more than s neva ending dream. Men do not control who it is that possesses that feel for them to become more than luvrs. It's on u to rise up n openly be who he needs on display as a friend like no other. A luvr with a set of hands so caring he'd give to in ways you'd think differently of real men. Changing the way he's been let down the same as u as jus to get at life n simply live...

Livin dead...

I often wonder what's wrong with me... Why I'm the only one who thinks the way I do... On the outside never to get back in... As if I wanted be different I'm the opposite of trimmed to suit... Unable to fit in with the crowd as limits has been reached... What is wrong with me..? Why do I feel lost looking for a friend... Thinkin the good times have passed me by as I'm jus driftin in the forgotten end... Am I a mental monster that defines truths in between the cracks of goin with the flow..? N is it a bad thing as I no longer want to be known..? Slippin away from hands that reach... I don't think there's anything left for me to believe... N I'm jus lookin to be me n do as I do... Jus bcuz luv'rs leave n life hangs loose... Feelin normally abnormal I know I ain't the same as u... I don't understand in which way u choose to move the way u do... All of u followin the same goofy azz bs year after year like some mindless program... Used against the resistance I've become growin into a man... Am I that far past what it is you've been taught..? Am I the one who's truly lost..? Seekin someone beneath the heads caught in the clouds... Jus wonderin around until they to are found... I sit n think bcuz spendin time with others that judge turns me off... Havin an open mind tends to identify flaws... Weak minded persons afraid to think for themselves... Am I the only one who feels the uniqueness of self..? Off to the side watchin the show reveal thoughtless behavior unmask clones... I feel alone without a home... Is it me..? Or is everyone livin dead in this elaborate dream..?

Passerbys...

Losin friends like time is never-endin... As if the wasteland of emotion won't catch up to the mental game of mendin... Fallin in to the feel n watching em turn... Walkin from the everything u trip to give as worth... Wicked gestures neva wind up with smiles... Goin down the long run one day to empty the memory banks file... Goin from one to the next still lingerin in the mind... In the spin of heads revealin new faces that neva stay as banned... With passion transferred like money in hand... Sold on the birth of relations that speak to soon... Unable to be released due to the cling remindin self the heart has a tomb... Losin luv walks without u in a different life not so far away... Learnin to keep it movin as actions tell no lies in a luv'rs rage... Expectations cause the ultimate ownership playin in to an others feelings so they ain't twisted... Fixatin on taken self away from who we are as somehow we miss it... Crawlin beneath lonely nights wantin someone to fullfil so called needs... Wakin to someone else come mornings roll n lean... Wonderin how long this one will stick around n jus be themself... Felt...

The duo...

Many luv'rs have come n gone... Eyes casted stares on so many more as they neva felt like home... Emotion wasn't once wasted on one that wasn't worth the feel... As the percentage of women who actually gotten in were real... Passion along with desire felt the movement of the chosen ones that were released from my very own hand... Changin the reality in the mind of the man I am... Their faces remembered in ways no other will ever get that kinda smile the way I have... Each embedded yet there's a dou that redirected the smooth flow into the resistance of goin mad... One like the other my heart was in luv with them both simultaneously... Wantin them for myself as only one at a time could ever be... Pulled to the left by age as I'd be cheatin her from a family I could neva give... Tugged back to my roots where the older version in an other makes me wanna live... Givin a friendship so the goin without knowin them neva breaks... Solid to the core as truths pour out on to the expressions upon my face... Turnin the head back n forth not knowin which one is true to who it is they think I am... N all I eva wanted to do within one of them is land... Forced to walk away from the first n wound up in wounds likin a replica of her havin to save myself as I had to go... In my own as the phone doesn't stop goin back n forth in between the ilu's that rape my mind needin to go home... Tryin to avoid what had been by standin in place to see who it is they've become so self doesn't lose control by lettin them in without knowin me... Who are they comin in full swing lookin at me as if I'm who I've always been in their own dreams. The way they've haunted my own as the diggin could neva shovel the remains of memories made... As I like the taste of their name n the way it touches my tongue as sexual dames... I've neva came back to the reality of a different type bcuz the hearts they have beneath the bs is truly amazing... Yet I sit in wonder knowin which of the two owns my hearts sensitivities... Knowin I'mma have let go of one if not both in time... N this was my life...

To no one imparticular...

From the emotional twist things are left unsaid... N by the expectations fallin short feelings will wish they are dead... Why would u want me to play in such a suicidal way... Roulette fuckin around like luv is the way to go cuttin out names... Who's friend are u to land head first into passion when time hasn't told us a damn thing as of yet... Takin pics with ur eyes so the mental image of me holds u tight as ur all alone tucked away in bed... Where are u trapped within the tenderness given that calms the thought process of what it truly takes to evolve into mates... If like doesn't exist it will be me u hate... Who is it u seek that u think I might be... Tell me ur fantasy so I can adjust ur timin for u to breathe... Wasted moments wind up in the most fucked up state of minds rushed into a crisis... Chaotic responses tend to steal the purity of ur so called luv for it's the wait not so decisive... Down in the nitty gritty of knowin who in the fuck I am... Yeah I to wanna feel a set of hands that won't open new wounds if I can... Yet ur angle hasn't been thought out to grasp the attention u seek for I'm not who I think I could be... I'm jus me... In a nutshell in my own head tryin to fight off nails clawin new wounds on my six... I'm no blessing, saint nor am I a gift... I'm jus as fucked up as u are wantin to let shit be what it is... Lettin things play out so I too can feel my rib... Vibratin to the enjoyment of life on my way home... Exposed only to those who I find are as real as they come... Luv can never be if like can't have fun... All there'll ever be is walkin away as done...

Ups n downs...

People thought Butch was fuckin sound... Yet the middle of the chaos of life being turned upside down the j.o.b. was locked in as I was found... Diggin in to hurry the process so life can get back on track... Turnin corners n goin through New ideas that didn't work due to the lack of interest to help a friend with the facts... I neva slipped jus stumbled a bit... Felt every fuckin piece of that shit lookin up ticklin my own fuckin rib... Tryin to hold the balance of human intent together for the teeter had a special affect... Knowin better than the best the worst played along with an opened chest... As the weight lifted with me interactin n the past laughin back at the past... Time ran its azz off the the clock as it's me time to counter the attack...

The next level...

When in the middle of the tail end of lining without an other is never wanted to be felt, u find self finding the who u r as self is the only help. U have made it to the next level of life's purpose in gettin it in in anymore maturestate of mind, finding self as mine inns time where emotions rip away life as we know it n we awaken stand still in our skin feeling the scars of life whelps........ open minded as the heart knows y!!!

No matter what...

Tighten up ur shit n get what u set out to do. I'll walk with u n teach u what I've learned through n through. A guide of no's. A friend to carry u if need be. Ya know? Wrongs made right n shapin the way u think. It's us back to back n there is no changin that. Jus get at it n find the facts. Of what makes u, u. Respectin yourself bcuz no matter what, ILU!!!

Me...

lookin at myself in the mirror. tweakin my weaknesses. becomin a better man. enjoyin the experiences. it all starts with me. how do i step 2 the game. manin up 4 the better cause. findin more successful ways.

Full advantage...

Bent over with ur legs spread is the way I want u to be... Ready to take all I have to give as deep as the need... At the hips my hands wanna pull u into me n thrust through ur waves... Restrained at the ankles along with the wrists to the bed callin out names... Takin full advantage of u unable to get away I play with how ur hormones are taken with fill advantage... It's the act of fuckin u so good ur legs gives out n u wanna run that excites my leverage... U are my type of game... As the want has ur pussy drippin with orgasms as ur tweak is claimed... Doin what I want touchin every freaky nerve... In the way u know we meet that expectation of pleasure bein served... From wall to wall filling e void u seek as moans replace words... As ur tone turns into beggin for more of the obscenities u blurt... Takin every inch as hard as it can be delivered... Leavin u shakin as if ur skin has the shivers... Twitchin as I drop down behind u n lick u senseless... Jus to push my dick as far as I can get it while my finger rolls on ur clit... Pop for me once n I'll send u on a ride of losin yourself to the way I do u... Jus bcuz I luv the way u move...

No lies...

U ever sat back n thought about some real shit you've been puttin off n came to terms with what's what..?  From life to luv back to like as they spin all together in ya head pushin n pullin on truths unavoidable to what it is they touch... As the emotion sits out n does its thing on the side waitin for the outcome to give or take away what it feels that has no say so... Jus getting lost in thoughts ignored for so long until time stands still n forces u to face that windin lonely road... Clarifyin the differences of a yes from the no's due to the reality of a mental block keepin u from findin that joy that makes u who u are... U ever went inward lookin to see if u were ready to be honest with self tryin to reason with how the mind must remain over the heart..? Cleanin out the waste that has no place on the expressions upon ur face jus wanting to be left alone... Knowin ur best friend has been waitin on u to make sense of the bs u put yourself through bcuz ur lost without a home...

The tongue is a powerful thing...

It can direct a pitch for the clarity of a message to be heard or taste the reaction applied to a stroke that'll make ya toes curl without a word... As soft as it comes it touches the most sacred sensitivities loosened up into the wide open knowin on the flip side emotion is attached to the unknown tomorrow jus flowin...

I'll fuck u...

I'll fuck u like u mean something to me... Kinda on the naughtier side of what it is u hide in full bloom of getting it the way u want the dick... I'll fuck u as if I ain't neva gonna be able to hit ur g-spot eva for neva outside my dreams... Smelling ur scent as if u were my high well before licking on ur dangling clit... I'll fuck u any which way that tickles the way u have to shout out  stop, I can't take it no more... As deep as you'll allow me to create a struggle from the pushing within... I'll fuck u like I own every fuckin moan pleasure can rip loose on either side of any door... Bcuz u turn me on so bad I jus wanna claim ur body as it vents...

Dead chill...

Still runnin from the dead chill that took the life from me... N not a damn one of them knows why Mr hard to get is scarred of their needs... Touched to the freeze all good died lookin for a way to reanimate the life within... Lookin out of peepholes made by perfect lil hidden grins... With cold hands tryin to hold me down... I keep rollin rein to find a warmer wow... One not so bitter in its Sub-Zero temps... Where the heat in between us feels the comfort that climbs above 32° n vents... As I'm still fleeing from the coldest bitch I've ever known.... Leavin her back in the only place I eva considered home... As solid as her expressions tend to be stuck... The only time she luv'd me is when she was gettin fucked... Meltin the slush she removed for me to get close enough to the tease of her frostbite... Nippin at feel of the numb so I couldn't feel the knife... Inserted through the wounds in which now I peek from... Tryin to get away to a better place where in not shunned... N taken for granted by hee selfish ways... Emotionless as movement is restricted to restraints... As crystals form upon the skin weaving ligaments together... I'm half way back to my forgotten forever... Pressing the issue to live beneath the sun's some once again... N rise like life a better man...

That type...

Training her deep game three to four times a day... In luv with brushing her teeth wantin the real thing to cum n let her play... It's the feel of it jus sittin in her mouth she craves the most... In luv with sucking a worthy one off... From before she was even active she daydreamed over giving head... Wanting a lil tongue licking on her as she slurped who was getting fed... Straight freak behind the scenes that couldn't wait to taste the splash upon her face... After a mo fo has dug in to her beneath the waist... The type that jus wants some good dick in her life... So who she is dudes l sexually didn't have hide... Free to be cock thirsty for that one erection that fills her fall full... As anything goes as long as she can lose control rammed liked a bull... Thrusts from a face fuckin to her tappin out from the tongue of her clit... She jus wants it long n thick...

Long story short...

If u don't come out willingly they wanna provoke ur difference of jus getting there... Takin away the natural effect it takes to find reason in their impatience stay bcuz they start to care... Always wanting more than less of what they feel they deserve that comes in time... Unable to tame the heart with the mind friends feels the blow in which they're defined...

open minded as the heart knows y!!!

When in the middle of the tail end of living without an other is never wanted to be felt, u find self redifining the who u r as self as is as the only help. U have made it to the next level of life's purpose in gettin it in n gain a mature state of mind, finding self as mine in a time where emotions rip away life as we know it n we awaken standin still in our skin feeling the scars of life's whelps........

Standing alone...

I'm at peace, leave me be. I've done all I can. As I stand a better chance at becoming a man. Life is short n ur cutting in to my time. For I've claimed me as mine. Mentally back in reality I am. N it's about fuckin time bcuz I can. My heart is whole n deeper than I thought. That's what I've learned at my own personal cost. Tryin luv on it jus did not fit. But it looked good on me jus tasting ur poisones lips. Yet the ticking time bomb blew my heart away. Gaining another piece of self as the figuring me out was finally played. Betrayed. U made me walk away. N I thank u for the very day...

Babble...

Tell me again, y ur here giving interest before our own raging war.
Tell me one more time cuz I've heard the babbling before.
Ur all I've ever wanted? I hear ya like those before u as u away u speak.with truth.
I can't seem to listen again, to me bein put in words by u to use.
Actions break down n ur all the same n I remain me twisted in in frame.
Cuz I've already been somethin true that came from a dream.
So speak to me of somethin I don't know, yeah I'm a Damn good man.
Yet I'm not superman, nor feel u in my heart so easily land.
Yeah I'm much differentthan what you've seen, I can't help I am real.
N I hear u say I'm ur everything, check please! u jus sealed he deal.
I don't wanna be more than a friend standing between u n an other.
Right now I'm tryin to find a friend as I stare down upon her while in a hover.
Wake up ur silence hiding the real u n say somethin I haven't heard.
Ooh, u don't know what you'd do without me for I complete u, word!
Nah, been that to many times also, as the voices repeats they've all lied.
How bout we jus keep moving along n u find ur silhouette in ur mind.
Nothins comin from me overnight in this lifetime or the next.
But a few moments shared of touchy feely Kissin finger grippin with great sex.
I hear ya loud n clear talkin bout I'd never want an other, ohh brother.
Felt that shit to n fell flat on my face cuz my luv was nothin more than a luv'r.
Keep tryin to turn my head n reroute my train of thought, try n make me believe.
Cuz un sound like all the others falling in to fast into me.
I know what I am, n I'm not laying me down for jus anyone.
If u can't handle that I guess here we're done.
U see, I'm not the way I was, n I'm not lookin for luv right now.
So tell me again, what do u intend to do with me n how....
Cuz I've lived in the middle of emotion that touched n it felt so real.
Cuz even she shuffled cards n jus once never wanted me to deal.
So jus speak what's on ur mind n leave emotions be.
That shit comes in time n I jus wanna live n be......

Zzzzzz

Falling under sleep, jus above the surface.
Sinkin n tryin to stay awake, eyes Rollin behind the face.
Lifeless zombiefied state of transition falling in n out.
Sleep is a dead man's calling, I don't need to know how.
Slippin away, beneath the passing of outside of reality.
Under I go, heads dipping fighting off my endless dreams.
Im to busy living n gettin standing in front of la la land.
With all my darkness behind me, always awake I never sit, I stand.
Afraid to relax n get comfy for my fantasies r tired of the rush of luv.
Down goes the conscious worn as bein alert has pulled the plug......... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Devine...

Jus to be know. Infamously seen. Attention seekers shallow with pretty faces n bodies to die for. Underground main stream. Everyday people witnessed n enjoying the comfort of eyes gazing. Empty depths earning nothin n riding out life on looks. Its a shame. The most beautiful visualized people r the ugliest as a civilization upon em r hooked.

Believin in what???

Tell me again, y ur here giving interest before our own raging war.
Tell me one more time cuz I've heard the babbling before.
Ur all I've ever wanted? I hear ya like those before u as u away u speak.with truth.
I can't seem to listen again, to me bein put in words by u to use.
Actions break down n ur all the same n I remain me twisted in in frame.
Cuz I've already been somethin true that came from a dream.
So speak to me of somethin I don't know, yeah I'm a Damn good man.
Yet I'm not superman, nor feel u in my heart so easily land.
Yeah I'm much differentthan what you've seen, I can't help I am real.
N I hear u say I'm ur everything, check please! u jus sealed he deal.
I don't wanna be more than a friend standing between u n an other.
Right now I'm tryin to find a friend as I stare down upon her while in a hover.
Wake up ur silence hiding the real u n say somethin I haven't heard.
Ooh, u don't know what you'd do without me for I complete u, word!
Nah, been that to many times also, as the voices repeats they've all lied.
How bout we jus keep moving along n u find ur silhouette in ur mind.
Nothins comin from me overnight in this lifetime or the next.
But a few moments shared of touchy feely Kissin finger grippin with great sex.
I hear ya loud n clear talkin bout I'd never want an other, ohh brother.
Felt that shit to n fell flat on my face cuz my luv was nothin more than a luv'r.
Keep tryin to turn my head n reroute my train of thought, try n make me believe.
Cuz un sound like all the others falling in to fast into me.
I know what I am, n I'm not laying me down for jus anyone.
If u can't handle that I guess here we're done.
U see, I'm not the way I was, n I'm not lookin for luv right now.
So tell me again, what do u intend to do with me n how....
Cuz I've lived in the middle of emotion that touched n it felt so real.
Cuz even she shuffled cards n jus once never wanted me to deal.
So jus speak what's on ur mind n leave emotions be.
That shit comes in time n I jus wanna live n be......

Under the fall...

U ever stood in the shower n felt the hot water run down ur back as u ease back into it a lil bit closer as It grabs u by the back of the neck n holds u still so it can feel u as it flows down the front side of ur naked body waiting for the pleasure. makin sweet luv with the heat of luv pleasing every curve all the way to the tips of ur toes n knowing every twist n bend in ur very own structure as it finds it way thru ur shell n steam up ur moment to share a split second of bein felt under its fall... yeah, that shit feels good!

The luv for mine...

Tighten up ur shit n get what u set out to do. I'll walk with u n teach u what I've learned through n through. A guide of no's. A friend to carry u if need be. Ya know? Wrongs made right n shapin the way u think. It's us back to back n there is no changin that. Jus get at it n find the facts. Of what makes u, u. Respectin yourself bcuz no matter what, ILU!!!

Terminology of a dog...

The bitch came at me like she was this bitch... So I played her off due to I didn't want her to know I was about it... When the dick drops moans cling n she jus didn't know this... I refuse emotion tryin to slip in n pull me down from my mind's tic... Yet on all fours she went crawlin away shakin from the pleasure that crippled limbs... Gave me the azz when I stepped to the side n let her pass with whatever I wanted she would give... Woof woof, the growl got into her head playin wear she hides her rip... That lil tare that juices up came n got her slit clipped by nerves as the tongue flipped... Doin tricks for my mental expectations to live... Findin my rib tickled to her pink madness flowin down my face squeezin her tits... Smackin that azz she t lifted trim to sit on the dick... Cock thirsty n jus willin to come out n play as the muts type feelin the stick... Convulsions with the shake unable to move I fucked her hormones til I had her to the drop on my knees to eat her fix... Straight fuckin freak is what she became as she was dismissed... Back burner was full so she sat on the grill or back waitin for Mr thick to dig... The hooch gettin what the fuck he wants not wantin anything but a good time to test her commitment to hold out from anything touchin the clit... Bitch didn't know how to sit... So I taught her how to take some real meat up in her ribs... Ssh, Butchie B Butch lives...

It's all over...

The way I kissed u in the doorway was meant with everything about me... As I touched ur lips I can't to life knowin if luv only u the rest of my life... Idk where to go... Ur gone!!! I have nowhere to hide... Dreams gave up in ur eyes as they looked back at me... Stopin as I turned n leaned in to u into a standstill of emotion collided... I became selfish therefore I luv'd u n no one else since... As defiance swung spoiled blows to an addict that used to be u... Yeah, nothin makes since...

Turnin tide...

Turnin into the silliness of my eyes she stepped to collaborate I was there by thing for her as I jus chuckled... That other side of me find the humor in doing her it could go either way as even my words have been muffled... Diggin in to the tide of emotions too fast for comfort to find a friend I jus let her believe what she found relevant to tell herself... Knowin I wanted to prove her wrong in ways she'd stop the silly childlike behavior the wants to be felt... She doesn't know I'm a monster inside waitin to have my way with the cuteness she possesses so elegantly thinkin something other than what could go down... N that some have me the upper hand I didn't want as time is unwindin my smile into the inevitable frown...

Fid fid fiddler with two fingers in the middle, raised up high to the sky... Fuckin all the heavens bcuz u know it's nine eleven n ur sick of all its bs lies...

Get over the silliness...

If the two of us could jus bypass to giddiness you'd come to understand I'm not like most... Once the fresh mask falls off so we can be seen jus passed to hope... Seeing what's before us as eyes can believe in needs... Yet the coldish emotion must be sidestepped so faces can be seen... Childlike passion only imitates the birth of friends... When it's the real deal on the back end of the new feel fading as its meant... N I'm jus waitin on the goofiness to reside so I can witness u in true form... Without emotion or meeting in the middle of our homemade porn... I'm talkin about that raw connection in a mature state of mind... Where we can relate then go back to the way we were enjoyin life... That brief moment to show u have what it takes to go the distance... Without it there's gonna be some resistance... It's not all chuckles n hahas with me for I know everything is mentally arranged... So let's get this shit outta the way so we won't be enslaved...

I lie to me...

My fear of losing u is gone... N I'm not gonna apologise for luv'n u jus ain't no fun... Seems it jus like the rest n there ain't no get right on ur mind... N that's the reason I cannot have u in my life... U see, sometimes someone comes along that thinks the world of u... N for some time now I've been through... U weren't nothin to hold on to as I cried at night... Findin every thought of u misplaced in another time... The loss jus ain't felt no more as u turned on me... N I gotta say, as I can finally fuckin breathe... What u did to me was besides the point... Bcuz I was there when u needed me to fill the void... No, there's nothin left of me to call a friend... I know this as u couldn't see me as my luv for u was spent... Emotion threw up a thumb n from me went n found a better feel... So if u ever wonder what it is about me that was real... Look into the back of ur memories as details of us was all me... Provoked to be the bad guy with u left die in my dream... Yet, everyone wakes up eventually n becomes someone else... As for u there jus isn't any help... Ur cold n thoughtless even when u undress... For the type of luv u claim to give I'm not impressed... As honesty speaks here tonight... If it weren't for the drugs you'd still be more than on my mind... Bcuz I know I gotta lie to me to move on from ur wicked change... Even though we both know the best feelin ever was us exchanging names...

Aging without a friend...

Being alone isn't so bad until the thought comes along of what we could have... Losing the possibilities before we get old to know someone... Just going with the flow of control in all actuality that comes undone... Living in fear wrecks the heart wanting to open up when we're afraid of luv... Lost without that feel of touch... Mute to the conversation never held... All along just wanting to be felt... Finding years getting behind the memory as not one was ever made with a friend... Stuck in or own ways until the bitter end... Turning away from the give and take that eventually resides in the cracks... Surfacing in the flood of tears the emptiness floats with the memories past... One in which that becomes lonely in the drip of the core... Playing the role of a hard azz as self becomes a bore... Caught up in thoughts that wonder of the what ifs... Forgetting what a kiss can do to the lips... It's cool to spend some time on our own to gather what we lose track of... As long as it doesn't wind up bottled up on the hush... In a long term effect of solitude unable to reason with an other... Feeling the chill beneath the covers... Times rests for no one in a moment to accept or decline an offer to live... Sad thing is, true life comes from how someone can we feel within... Yet we turn on others until the gray hairs sneak in between our youth changing us... Who doesn't want to be luv'd..?

Shade...

Backs need not be shady... Covered by what hovers as protection... The shape of an image said to be safe... Movin to the ability of deception... Comfort opens wounds in the back... Losin hope in words cooled by shadows... Disappearin where light simply jus don't exist... Listenin to wicked lil hellos... The turn isn't needed by friends on the loose... Out in the open beneath the trees... Where the leaves turn up for thirst is real... Who's to watch the backside in a time of need..?

Alone with the silence...

Do u wanna read somethin from behind my hearts line of defense..? Speakin truths untamed by emotions senselessness... I need an ear to feel the way I'm listenin to someone to tell me it's ok... Opened up as afraid lookin for a friend so I feel safe... If u wanna take the time to resist ur selfishness for me to reset my emotions... There's things I haven't told anyone that haunt the way passion lost my devotion... U have my word I'll pay attention to how u spill ur own secrets to me... This could be somethin between u n I doubled down to release what's trapped n unable to leave...

Chirp chirp..

Release ur fingers on a roll to express ur life.
As ur arm pumps from ur shoulder reachin to the sky.
Free ur birds upon the lonely wide opened skies.
Lettin loose of all the b.s. on ur confused n homeless mind.
Disconnect from the depths of pains grind.
Find the way not to give a shit in a moment to sigh.
Push ur tweetlin tweets out into the open unguided time.
Above ur head n claim self as realities truth of mine.
Regain the way ur smile craves to shine.
Let go n tell this world as ur ligaments climbs.
Above the clouds n look down unphased n no longer blind.
Set em loose n prove to yourself u luv n like.
Chirp chirp, loosen up the fists n be heard.
Know ur own worth.

Back on base...

I went on a stroll to that happy place deep in my mind n I found me... Sittin alone callin back to my lost hellos fuckin with the way I breathe... Seems once I forgot my way back out is when who it is I am felt the need to play with me... From the whispers to growls to a chuckle that comforted the tilt of my heads lean... I closer I got to the center of me the more I felt alive... Runnin through the darkness within my mind I found life... Tauntin me the way I do... Followin my own voice tellin me this away to the truth... Unafraid I was ready to meet the real me n laugh the only way we knew how to do... Back on base to basics with refuge...

Names called out...

My name is..? Hmm.. lemme think... I've been called so many things on the flip end of the thumb sendin the decision of the tongue lookin up with a coins bounce until laid flat as if flirtin with the sky lookin like luv... So who is it in which I am to be called... Labeled various twists I have been been pained... Passion can live as passion can die... I am who u think I am in ur mind... Reverse psychology before ur eyes... Running for dear life... Away.... Far from all but one name... So who is it I'd be to become in time to come..? Am I not me labeled to the preference of relations that touch... In n out of luv n it's mysterious ways... Say my name... Call me out n lemme hear u give me truths... Who am I to u..?

Dead luv'r walkin...

She buried me beneath the needle tryin to get away... On the outside of her pain where I was afraid... Even the gas gage below the leveled line went under as she jus couldn't seem to ever fuckin stay... Runnin from anything to be felt turnin into hate... From her addiction to the fear of bein luv'd she was damned to the escape... Acceleratin to her next buck that was neva enough to fuck n suck for the gain... Pumpin poison to get the vein goin yet again as it became a game... With nothin ever to come or go that'll remain the same... As even early is so far gone beyond late... Impatience escalated to the selfish need of livin one way, her way... Chasin what irritates the feel of joy fadin beneath the norm of each n every fuckin day... Neva to return as self she slipped n had been all but forgotten as I stand thinkin about the good times rememberin her name... The shape of her unforgettable face... The way it was before the chaos n the flava of her sweet lil taste... As it played out as I would forever be in her way tryin to keep her safe... With a friendship made that meant nothin to her as even I was jus another faze... As missed she is as there is no one to blame... I felt tears that fell like rain... Claimed by an emotion I stepped away from as it was me I had to save...

Sittin with self...

Sittin with the last reminiscence here all alone... Goin with the changes that admit what's been the absence of home... Easin into the feel of a pastime that'll fade away... Remembering how an other lit life inside n couldn't stay... Old memories to be overlooked show up as a smile corrects the face... Even though it triggers the good with the bad that claimed the fame... Thoughts think back into eyes that gave so much meanin to depths... The same design in which left self swept... With the feel of pure emotion that clung to the side... Minds forgot everything in a mental ride... Too far in the lost neva came out as self... As the time came to be passion fell from bein felt... Jus lookin around at surrounds that have shifted the presence somewhere new... Tryin to shed the images of old luv'rs stuck in the head as if glued... Wonderin why is it experiences havta be forgotten when it's our life we've lived til now... Sittin here solo not makin a sound...

The merge...

U need that ring to fullfil ur greed... A piece of paper to claim relations legally... Ur shallow as ur I do is cheap... N there's a difference in the way u n I breathe... Ur all for fantasies comin true... It's weak minded to believe in false realities that dangle with a noose... Worried about what others think if marriage isn't gonna come through... To bow down upon one knee as if ur the better of the two... Needin that contract to prove luv isn't a waste of time... As the truth of the matter is in between the lines... Hidden in plain sight as legal entities slash business's merge together to reason with life... N it's nothin but hype... Pretendin a document can express luv on any level to peek... You've been sucked into a blinded state of mind that only dreams... Wantin that perfect lil world dressed to kill at the alters weep... Feedin to far in to the emotions as if what isn't enough as me... Ur no princess n I'm no king... No, we are not a so called royalty as the label itself makes me wanna leave... Yet that's jus me speaking freely...

Experienced...

If I camet outta body, would u experience me..? Common out to play yourself n simply jus be...  Peeling ourselves away from the mind in which we reason... For luv of not careful, can change as if a season... Through a years making goin from cold to got back to that chill that aches the bone... N free is the only thing I'll ever wanna be even if it means I stand alone... Mentally confessed to the heart of who in the fuck is in charge.. as I step away from the mindset into the drift off far... Knowin who's beneath the attraction u seek... Come out & play with me!!!

Longshot...

As usual Mr hard to get shows up... No so hard hard but can be of the mood for the about fuckin time... Findin u can't jus walk in for u don't have the key that has been returned... Mr not so easy to get to had a mind... Well over the heart where emotion waits for the command to seek a dive... Spain within the walls of somethin else other than the vulgar expressions tasted he luv's so passionately... But he ain't comin up off the meat like a longshot, like hehe, bcuz he knows intensions will fade for the likes of lusts that will trigger free will... Jus bein who he is able to fuckin breathe...

It was her turn...

There was a tightness within the walls of her twat that made me cum.... The way it wrapped me up I came to believe I was fallin in luv... Hands in a tangle behind my back unable to feel her... Shit drove me crazy the way she tied my ankles to the bed as it was me to be heard... Switchin rolls tryin to tame my sexuality with fingertips pressed into the flesh... Teachin me control is best when unleashed after bein teased n caressed... Takin advantage as me as her prey... The freakiness met me behind the lights n felt the mind go insane... Bringin out all the dirty lil thoughts at my expense... One nut is what she said n she had all fuckin night to pretend... To feel her way around me tryin to get loose... N there was no truce... Power given up for the sake of lusts bein spilled n enjoyed... Her own personal toy... A puppet without strings attached to hormones turned the fuck up... N it was her turn to connect with the touch...

No matter...

Misunderstood by the emotion that runs away with fantasies wanting to come true... Luv is the most selfish of all no matter the deed done or back that's been scratch gently it even raw... Whether they're in the presence of face value making one feel a certain way depends on use... Either good or bad it's the way they make us feel as if life were to pause... Lookin after self no matter if they stay or go we decide the mental state in which reason makes sense... Forever being jus a figure of speech leekin what will take the mind n run off... Without a thought process the heart will drift from safeties n all other lines of defense... Open to expressions even forgettin there is a like that maintains relations goin in at all costs... The feel of comfort steals us n tucks logic far from time that can neva be undone... Loosened to the whistle listenin as pain is both lettin go n receivin the simplest thing as touch... Like is one of those things where we can stand to be around the differences of deception imaginin luv... For it alone imitates n irritates lusts sucked up by words in the eventual fade of endless silence hushed...

The return...

It's sittin in the after affects as if it's some sort of after life... Tryin to figure a way to be ok with how the heart races jus go on about its way... Attemptim to hold on to the fragments of sanity overtaken by ever goin home again... The mind settles in the nerve confrontin the tables that have turned... It's in the moment where self finds worth... Walkin on in life as the reason breaks free... Somehow able to breathe...

Beneath the pour of rain...

As the rain trickles as it falls... Mixed with her scent gettin involved... The mood sets the comfort with the shadows on the hearts walls... Dancin slowly to the drips that splash runnin down the small of her back easin into a pause... Mounted to the feel of nature touchin the way we taste... Comin from the inner toughness to soften to the perfect mate... Windin up feelin the wind excitin the emotion exitin out into the middle of the down pour lost in each other's face... Unable to resist moment to roll in puddles n play with the madness the flava of names... Eyes moisture hidden within the slide of a single pellet... Rollin with the curvature of the cheeks sweet spot as if all prior pain melted... Bouncin to the sound of the storm calmin the wait that sizzles jus before the pound of thunder as we simultaneously felt it... Sendin ripples through nerves as if stitchin us together at last... Watchin the lightning reflect through the design in the iris's claim to the movement of birth in a flash... Neva again to ever look back into the reverse mode of the forgotten past...

What's actually real...

To many absent minded people to what's in front of them. That's the first problem. They can't decipher what's actually real from meaningless Bs. Individually duh. Jus thoughtless thinkin they see through the mental laziness. When in fact it's lookin straight at it for what it is that decodes the truth. So many cannot grasp the concept of reality. Feeding on too many damn overused emotions. With a damaged train of thought... Basically lost in their own. N they'll never see it bcuz they're like everyone else who claims to be different when those who are not the same are viewed crazy or weird. N the shits been drilled into society as a whole. Jus goin with the flow. Unable to step back n visualize the game. Pointin fingers n placin blame on each other due to lack of responsibility to self simply gone...

I remain...

Broken in my hands before it got to me... Drippin with emotions slip away from dreams... Held was your heart that I did not condemn... Yet blamed I was bcuz of them... Piecin what I did not do back together bcuz I cared... Tryin to show u what luv was to be shared... Neva havin the chance I was eager to please... Tastin the leftovers jump from your lip as if I were the breeze... Feelin the snap that created me in your mind... Attached to the backlash of smiles that altered my life... Shamed by others jealous I was the one u ran in to... Yet, it wasn't me that made u luv loose... Stackin the weight of your issues on the balance of my teeter tippin over... N in the past tense I even sat in silence n told myself I jus wanted to luv her... As the release of the grip bared the truth... There was nothing left of u... Not one thought that remembered who u were saved for self to claim ur own... They won prior u say u felt me steal the air from your lungs... For u were outta breath long ago... Fallin in to me bcuz I didn't know I had a dead zone... One that went the length of your heart n beneath the depths of your ways... As I heard the way u said my name... Comin to life... I believed in the hype u found possible by the right amount of time... Findin me after you've been detained mentally by those that changed u... With a heavy heart that was afraid of luv in the twisted game of abuse... I stood was we met blinded by the beauty u showed too be seen... Hidin what followed your shadow into the darker side of a more drawn out theme... As u now have faded n I feel nothin of u left here but what I've learned how not to be... Yeah, I chose to be me...