the silence of sad

Feel it.
 It's cool, go ahead grip a grab.
 It's depressing isn't it?
 Reachin for the wonder u can't have.
 Bein able to see it in the distance.
 Yet it's jus not urs.
 Can u feel it?
 As an eye sore.
 It hurts like hell huh?
 Knowin what you'd do to have it.
 What you'd give to touch it.
 Jus to stop all the bullshit.
 N stand in it's way.
 To be seen.
 Ohh, the moment of truth.
 To hold what may never be.
 Livin without what's right there.
 Fuck, shit, damn, shapes the lips.
 Shakin the screws loose from the thoughts.
 Clingin to the taste of a kiss.
 One that'll last a lifetime.
 Only if u could hold it.
 If it jus walked ur way.
 Would ur world twist?
 To please that empty space.
 Forcin space in between.
 Feel the way it tilts ur heart.
 Leanin in to ur daydreams.
 Over flowin into ur coma like sleep.
 Jus to awaken alone in wonder.
 With fresh unmade memories in a drift.
 As emotions feel the storms thunder.
 Unable to be there for them.
 Watchin em turn now into then.
 Wantin it bad.
 In the silence of sad.