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An after thought once the release of touch.
 Within the droughts drip consumin the lust of luv.
 The return conflicts with never bein enough.
 Reemergin back around the way to be flush.
 Left n gone as witness watched em go.
 From the woodwork one by one I'm known.
 Realizin what was tossed away as home.
 A man stood gainin what's needed to be shown.
 The cometh fled the scene for a peek.
 New faces stayed momentarily to seek.
 Strangers became friends to foes as all have felt thy leak.
 Interested in the aftermath of poetic knees.
 The cure that can't be found in others.
 Breakin down true intentions within luv'rs.
 Closer than blood of a sister mother or brother.
 Embedded is the thought of me that hovers.
 How one could let go to resurface to think.
 Who it is forced to step without a single drink.
 As the moment passed as if a timeless blink.
 They all look behind what was as i sit with this ink.
 Spread like truths claimin space for use.
 Codin a legible piece decrypted as a truce.
 Seen through eyes in form set a mute.
 In the middle of relations retreats the used.
 Unguided in a drift for only so long.
 The past comes forth to replay that song.
 Knowin where the heart truly belongs.
 I'm jus my own after effect as a prior pawn.
 Silent years become wasted memories.
 Beyond the recognition of the honest intensity.
 Planted in emotions is a mold of the hand that dreams.
 I am post wanted as the rebound of me.
 Never wanted long enough to simply enjoy.
 I've never seen a face that didn't think I was a toy.
 Played like as if I was jus a lil boy.
 Not til they've come to realize I've become the void.
 Missed in a way I shake my head in disbelief.
 Y is it in the middle of relations I'm jus not believed?
 Tangled in the torcher of losin a luv as it seems.
 Wastin time on others who r the same as in the strangest weeps...