broken links that fit

Once upon a time ago i could feel the luv i had to give rushin through my heart.
 Got lost within the throne i wore standin as a man n collapsed doin my part.
 Yet my head took over n i don't think anyone can possibly read my mind.
 On a different level facts remain on the table as what exists is a bribe.
 A confession to win over luvs desire to explore the way fittin in explains the proof.
 N hangin at the door is the threads of another lonely in time to use of an unused noose.
 I live in a sick sense of reality it seems only i can understand n relate to.
 Straight to the point from get go i jus don't stop cuz i don't half heart use.
 The expected deceleration always tends to slow beneath the spotlights hype.
 N everytime i find myself unappreciated n side stepped buildin unwanted emotions behind my eyes.
 Witness to the routine relationship fallin short of true worth forbiddin me to smile.
 I come full circle within n realize they will come n there they will go in exile.
 I've been handled by the greatest feelin known to man n it's not a womans touch.
 Cuz moments come along n time spent passes them by inside to accept the rush.
 Havin a time bomb beatin for a heart, b.s. is only as short as it's wick.
 Lit with poisons fire to obtain the distance that never holds truth to a kiss.
 In an imaginary world a lifetime greets a face on a daily basis with comforts will.
 N I've yet to visualize the reality of dreams comin true as honesty can't help but to spill.
 Restrictions is the attempt to mend a broken chain of anothers connection to step up.
 Seems they're anyways gettin dragged from behind the curtain to take the stage in luv.
 Growin into to a mindset of what civilization thinks a man should pretend to be.
 Knowin the conception of the thought is the misinformed madness that snaps the link.
 How unfortunate the rotation of players that start to wind up on the bench to watch.
 I'll never pay the price of losin the only on i have to gain as me that doesn't plot.
 Dancin in the rain screamin at the pour that washes away tears used to feel the pain.
 Soaked n motionless acceptin the chill each drop rinses free the me I wish to remain.
 Rustin reach individual link one at a time to weaken the strength bound together.
 There jus isn't a reality where two bonded in a life to live will remain as a so called forever.