cut loose

Alone n stayin away from the mind.
Distracted n cut loose from the puppets line.
lingerin in a wabble without the fingers movement.
all cuz I've been there, yea I've lived it.
In the center of self collapsin in silence.
Shits so fucked up I jus can not hide the bs.
Sorry if I can not hear u thru the noise.
It's all that remains that I'm tryin so hard to avoid.
I sit within with a chilled explanation.
the beast within wants retaliation.
locked inside the cage rustin.
ready n willin as the fuckin has its own thrustin.
N even he's muted cuz the argument isn't worth the fight.
In a paused state of realization I'm stuck in plain sight.
hearin the growl so vicious the fear of release shakes the pulse.
it's jus me hear wantin that tamed touch to ease my flaws.