as real as air

I heard u can feel it when it happens.
that snap of emotional sadness.
removin self n hidden within somewhere.
n the truth is it's as real as air.
I felt it bend til it broke somethin inside.
as I got lost tryin to find me in my own mind.
they say it could take its time for self to resurface.
ask the time searchin for what worth it.
as questions go unanswered with confusion.
n who one thinks they r is only an illusion.
missin the point of what we become.
not knowin the heart is in the run.
yet it's the blue it'll hit u as u come to reality.
back from turnin away from individuality.
thinkin ur u but its not quite the same.
only knowin the difference when u wake up one day.