a once in a lifetime kind thing

there, the way the unexpected sneaks up on u.
look back, did u see the direction of use?
thoughts own angle of y u chosen.
do u wonder y over time the heart felt frozen?
seriously, think of how it jus crept up on u.
tellin u how ur everything n swore truths.
it came for u n u alone standin jus that, alone.
wantin u to feel a lil place called home.
yet I bet u couldn't see the future til it was to late.
changin course on luv as it buried u in hate.
is it cuz u believed in someone for once?
is that y u fell so deeply n madly in luv?
face the past in which u have come.
that place that left u so fuckin numb.
my guess is u thought it last forever.
a precious happy lil life always together.
but for unknown reasons shit got twisted huh?
found out luv was one sided n u were the one.
foolish enough u played the part.
it's ok, we've all either have been our will be marked.
it's a once in a lifetime kinda thing.
that theft of self givin reality to our dreams.
it takes away those unneeded deceptions.
as eyes desipher to make a correction.
without that pain that cripples u within.
cuz you'll never truly understand a real grin.