have u ever?

u ever felt the pain stream down ur face uncontrollably.
twist evry emotion inside u as it leaves u so fuckin lonely.
confused n angered by the absence from the lack of @ fault.
goin crazy cuz one pushes buttons with u, rubbin em raw.
have u ever not wanted 2 walk away from somethin u wanted so bad?
forced hands chokin da color outta ur face like as if u been had.
pain settlin in 4 da long haul as reallity beats down ur hearts luv.
have u ever needed 2 walk away cuz da mind has been fucked?
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