sinlge dad syndrome

single dad sydrome, im findin famales r weird. its cool 2 b freinds, till ur single. den dey wanna sink their teeth n nails in2 u. wtf? imma guy but damn. i dont want da games. if i decide 2 fill my world, dats on me. i kno wat i want. n im goin 4 it. so jus relax n let it b. females always talkin bout bout how dey dont wanna b treated a certain way. yet now da shoe fits me. looky looky. a man dat takes on his. witiut Q? n now im da entree. i undastand its a turn on, n yet i dont feed in2 it. its cool. flatterin n all. but dats not y i do wat i do n how i do it. i stand up like so many others. dont mind layin it down. i got eyes 4 jus 1, n right now im single. waitin on time 2 tell me which way 2 go. 4 da 1st time eva. a single dad catchin stares jus cuz im more of wat is considered 2 b more den a man dat females r use to. dats not my fault dey dont take da time 2 c a man 4 wat he is, or da hes a looser. windin up wit dis image of sum1 dat resembles me in a silhouette dat doesnt hav a face. im jus goin @ my pace. so y cant freinds b freinds 4 a lil while spent. y want so much so fast. turnin me off cuz dey cant put aside emotion n hormones 2 find sum1 dats jus trytin 2 find dem, n who dey r. cuz we as "real men" hav been there 2. cautious as u. gots me turnin da page b4 its finished. females always lookin 4 a good man. damn. relationships. i got other sh!t goin on. kids. always wantin 2 lock sum1 down. get ova it. im not ready 4 dat commitment .jus tryin 2 do me 4 a short time spent 2 make da best call i can 2 keep me smilin. giv me sum time. im not tyrin 2 kill ur will, but ease up. im sufferin from single dad syndrome. i hold my own indeed. dont mean im ready 2 jump back in2 da sos. wit nothin in common but wats in btween da sheets. imma horny mo fo 2 but i realize im good wit my situation 4 a lil while. n time will giv dat opertunity not 2 jus me but 2 whomeva it may b dat grabs hold cuz dey get me as i do dey. its wat is is n wat is made of it. if dats u? its my life dat bcame ours. stop tryin 2 jump da gun. n i kno mines out there da way urs is. n wen da time cums, imma givr evrthing i got. till den, its a wrap. cuz u females b flippin dat coin, tryin 2 join forces. playin ur own selfish games. n i dont want da drama let alone play. yet i understand y single moms r single. stuck in a single mom reallity of jus wantin 2 b held. sum1 2 help wit da bills n spend sum time. but u need 2 look in2 da mirror. i cant let jus any1 near my kids. shes gotta b jus a lil bit more as i would havta b 4 hers. so get real n realize im not da typical man ur use 2. imma dad first, partner 2nd, n a luvr dat wont quit dats sufferin from sinlge dad syndrome cuz u cant grow up n c wat u jus had b4 u. its not easy 4 us eithr. n yes, i do want 2 b luvd. but not jus by any1. i want a real, down 2 earth woman who can giv sum serious time n affection sumday. as we finish dis thing 2gethr hand in hand.