im done

everydays a new momery n everyday seems 2 change n fade.
evry so often da scenery neva stays da same n more den often im not da same.
wen will da cycle end giv in n giv way 4 me 2 relax n make a friend.
changin day by day n da days turn 2 black i can eccept turnin me i cant.
someday da samething will reaccur everyday changin my face.
im tired of learnin lessons i need 2 kno n its startin 2 show.
freinds r only associates cuz i wont let em in so dey can pretend 2 force a grin.
n many yrs latr down da road imma still b standin alone n wit dis im done.
im tearin down da wall diggin up #s findin sum1 i can trust.
check ur phone cuz im awake jus hope its not 2 late.
iv been a loner 4 way 2 long many yrs lost memories steped on n squashed.
im startin ova again tryin sumtin new breakin my bendless rules.
guards down n im ready hit me up n lets get dis thing done......