Imma give u what u want.
But idk if ur the friend in luv.
That makes me a fool a third time over.
N idc cuz i can't be driven from sober.
Reality is my witness through these eyes.
N i don't believe a breathe wasted on lies.
U n i are here for the moment til the clock runs out.
N it's spinnin as tics pound.
Yeah, imma do all i can to have a life.
Yet imma none believer in luv's hype.
There nothin more than emotions lent.
A feelin til the end show up to defend.
Enjoy me while u can for it'll come to close.
Smell every petal plucked from a rose.
Spread topside the bed of my appreciation.
Speakin in ways time shared is anticipation.
Bringin it home the way a man should.
Livin in the nows moment like u knew i would.
I don't listen to promises of a forgotten tomorrow.
Jus make today last n don't use what u cannot borrow.
I got my ends met jus past half way.
N i won't confuse myself on how u play.
It is what it is n ain't what i don't see.
Save that fantasy world bs for ur dreams.
I'm only human n do my best to dig in.
It's what separate the boys from men.
Imma lil different in the wind drift settin sails.
As the dog in me needs not to sniff ur trail.
I could care less if u change course on the spur of the moment.
My head will never hang out knowin we all have a life as i expect i to hold it.
Imma do what needs to be done.
Now lets have a lil fun!
Saturday, March 12, 2016
look at me now
I'm as good as stuck in the middle of lost n found.
Confused on what people see after death comes around.
I've done nothin but get blamed as the accused my whole life.
N it's not the fortune I've chased that's closed my eyes.
It's jus the way of this world in which we live that turns one inside out.
Forcin the mind to collapse within a heartbeats broken sound.
I've got overused nerves that won't settle for the lesser leak.
Loose i run as ruined pourin out lessons tryin to relate with the tweak.
Yeah, look at me now closin up shop n shook from the shadow beneath the tree.
Burnt cuz the shades dark side frightens the life outta me.
I'm to far gone to think home sits on a branch as if a childish thought.
So fuckin lost to those who jus don't understand the pitch tossed.
Confused on what people see after death comes around.
I've done nothin but get blamed as the accused my whole life.
N it's not the fortune I've chased that's closed my eyes.
It's jus the way of this world in which we live that turns one inside out.
Forcin the mind to collapse within a heartbeats broken sound.
I've got overused nerves that won't settle for the lesser leak.
Loose i run as ruined pourin out lessons tryin to relate with the tweak.
Yeah, look at me now closin up shop n shook from the shadow beneath the tree.
Burnt cuz the shades dark side frightens the life outta me.
I'm to far gone to think home sits on a branch as if a childish thought.
So fuckin lost to those who jus don't understand the pitch tossed.
attention
Unable to worry about what ur goin through.
Sittin within as curious eyes don't pay attention.
It's all come to friends runnin a heart shed course.
As human as u unseen by careless intentions explored.
This is me givin it back the way it's received.
If I were to wait to get from u what i give I'd be deceased.
I can't linger in ur world needin one of my own.
Somehow it appears in actions u can't act grown.
The end has come to call out a finalizin fuck it.
I'm not the one with hidden secrets upon my lips.
I've heard them change ur tone for far too long.
Conversation jus don't speak unless u wear a thong.
Beauty in the eye of the beholder is overrated.
I tried diggin in n found the shallowness tanted.
Yeah I've seen enough to reassure my worth.
U don't have it in u to relate beyond words.
Jus smile n look pretty for the peekaboo stare.
There's so many others u can run through like u care.
The past has spoken with weight without any restitution.
U can't feel me in a state of my own reinvention.
No there's no need in tryin to fix what u haven't a clue to do.
U live in ur own world n I'm done comin unglued.
Time slipped under the attention not taken.
A man is more than a tool that winds up bein forgotten.
This is no way for me to appreciate what i cannot.
The attempt reversed routines of the emotional block.
Ur yesterday's issue i don't wanna think come morning.
Ur lifestyle tilted the teeter of realizing ur boring.
The reality is u need someone u have no use for.
I'm out of the needless mentions of what I'm willin to pour.
U failed in ways the memory of us is set.
In stone as if dead tryin to lend my best.
Set ur dime down n stop what u think i feel for me.
U only felt the way i came to u lost in a dream.
It's not so harsh knowin I'm not missin much.
U chose the way u overlooked my luv.
This isn't how I wanted to know u.
Truth is I've accepted the facts of proof.
Pay closer attention to the back stabbed so deliberate.
It's the last thing ur gonna see for I'm no longer tolerant...
Sittin within as curious eyes don't pay attention.
It's all come to friends runnin a heart shed course.
As human as u unseen by careless intentions explored.
This is me givin it back the way it's received.
If I were to wait to get from u what i give I'd be deceased.
I can't linger in ur world needin one of my own.
Somehow it appears in actions u can't act grown.
The end has come to call out a finalizin fuck it.
I'm not the one with hidden secrets upon my lips.
I've heard them change ur tone for far too long.
Conversation jus don't speak unless u wear a thong.
Beauty in the eye of the beholder is overrated.
I tried diggin in n found the shallowness tanted.
Yeah I've seen enough to reassure my worth.
U don't have it in u to relate beyond words.
Jus smile n look pretty for the peekaboo stare.
There's so many others u can run through like u care.
The past has spoken with weight without any restitution.
U can't feel me in a state of my own reinvention.
No there's no need in tryin to fix what u haven't a clue to do.
U live in ur own world n I'm done comin unglued.
Time slipped under the attention not taken.
A man is more than a tool that winds up bein forgotten.
This is no way for me to appreciate what i cannot.
The attempt reversed routines of the emotional block.
Ur yesterday's issue i don't wanna think come morning.
Ur lifestyle tilted the teeter of realizing ur boring.
The reality is u need someone u have no use for.
I'm out of the needless mentions of what I'm willin to pour.
U failed in ways the memory of us is set.
In stone as if dead tryin to lend my best.
Set ur dime down n stop what u think i feel for me.
U only felt the way i came to u lost in a dream.
It's not so harsh knowin I'm not missin much.
U chose the way u overlooked my luv.
This isn't how I wanted to know u.
Truth is I've accepted the facts of proof.
Pay closer attention to the back stabbed so deliberate.
It's the last thing ur gonna see for I'm no longer tolerant...
at the end of the preview
Straight up to the doorstep so i know.
So the toes can feel the opened truths of home.
Time has risen for words to hold their word.
Standin as an opportunity that's already been hurt.
Jus for the eyes to be shredded of the wonder.
Is it shelter beneath the feet or more issues to plunder?
At the front door of directions angle to get it on.
Standin at the end of the preview with precision torn.
Long live the day givin repetitive measures their past.
Sound off the priorities intent waitin to laugh...
So the toes can feel the opened truths of home.
Time has risen for words to hold their word.
Standin as an opportunity that's already been hurt.
Jus for the eyes to be shredded of the wonder.
Is it shelter beneath the feet or more issues to plunder?
At the front door of directions angle to get it on.
Standin at the end of the preview with precision torn.
Long live the day givin repetitive measures their past.
Sound off the priorities intent waitin to laugh...
n silence closes the mouth
She is no secret, nor does she belong to a muted tongue.
She's the reason u see me smile. The reason i am in luv.
She rides with the flow of me heart. Calming my nerves.
Never has she felt any less to me. Than a luv that has worth.
Words speak at the thought of her. Overflowing from within.
The spew tastes her name. Again n again n again n again.
She's uniquely rare n one of a kind. Mind blowing to know.
My luv is as good as her own hands. With placing of thrones.
Crowned she is as the one n only. She's taken me over.
Without her I'm nothing more than ordinary. Longing to hold her.
A different kinda special she is to me. Kept safe n sound.
N as she knows, i am madly in luv. N silence closes the mouth...
She's the reason u see me smile. The reason i am in luv.
She rides with the flow of me heart. Calming my nerves.
Never has she felt any less to me. Than a luv that has worth.
Words speak at the thought of her. Overflowing from within.
The spew tastes her name. Again n again n again n again.
She's uniquely rare n one of a kind. Mind blowing to know.
My luv is as good as her own hands. With placing of thrones.
Crowned she is as the one n only. She's taken me over.
Without her I'm nothing more than ordinary. Longing to hold her.
A different kinda special she is to me. Kept safe n sound.
N as she knows, i am madly in luv. N silence closes the mouth...
dream whisperer
Woke up earlier from a dream.
U were there makin it hard for me to breathe.
I felt the pain from the deep.
From the other side it touched a beat.
As real as if i stood in ur way.
I couldn't reach the reason u strayed.
The intensity tore me by seein ur face.
I ached like i was awake to luvs fame.
Hidden in another world behind eyes.
I reacted to u so vividly i could cry.
So close to the presence tears filled to slide.
It damn near crippled me not to be a part of ur life.
The honesty beyond the forbidden drift hurt.
As i stuttered to even piece together words.
U weren't the same in the way u seen my worth.
Jus past the nod it seemed u buried me in the dirt.
Done n actin as if i didn't exist in my own fantasy.
As an overwhelming feelin shook devotions need.
Standin in the line of sight u blew like the breeze.
Overlooking the truths u failed to lean on me.
From beneath the imagination laid up in bed.
U crossed the mind as I came lose at the threads.
The feel felt the design in which u fled.
Even past the point of reality to u I appeared to be dead.
Hangin on jus before I slipped from passion back to life.
I slept in the only world that lives up to the hype.
Of true emotion that resides within lonely nights.
I awakened overwhelmed with desire wantin to cry.
U were there makin it hard for me to breathe.
I felt the pain from the deep.
From the other side it touched a beat.
As real as if i stood in ur way.
I couldn't reach the reason u strayed.
The intensity tore me by seein ur face.
I ached like i was awake to luvs fame.
Hidden in another world behind eyes.
I reacted to u so vividly i could cry.
So close to the presence tears filled to slide.
It damn near crippled me not to be a part of ur life.
The honesty beyond the forbidden drift hurt.
As i stuttered to even piece together words.
U weren't the same in the way u seen my worth.
Jus past the nod it seemed u buried me in the dirt.
Done n actin as if i didn't exist in my own fantasy.
As an overwhelming feelin shook devotions need.
Standin in the line of sight u blew like the breeze.
Overlooking the truths u failed to lean on me.
From beneath the imagination laid up in bed.
U crossed the mind as I came lose at the threads.
The feel felt the design in which u fled.
Even past the point of reality to u I appeared to be dead.
Hangin on jus before I slipped from passion back to life.
I slept in the only world that lives up to the hype.
Of true emotion that resides within lonely nights.
I awakened overwhelmed with desire wantin to cry.
ripples flow
Bodies wrapped snug to the texture touched.
One after another soothing nerves that feed the rush.
Feeling the same as danger lingers in the short termed heart.
Pressed against the details of contacts experimental art.
Familiarizing facial expressions well beyond the imaginations sleep.
All come along portraying the pursuit of self proclaimed need.
Faces take place in time conjuring up a most wanted life.
Flipping pages as they change in a memoirs forgotten night.
Felt as if the swap had never taken place.
It's jus not one individual held to replace the passions fame.
They follow a course taken to come into ones life.
Gone to soon as footsteps are filled on the spin move to squeeze the hype.
Overlapping the under layer deflating pillows from saddened to happy tears.
One at a time there's no differences in the way they shed the years.
Adoring the comfort that's appeared for a while.
Switching up yet leaving the luv to gain a different smile.
Holding on to late nights like the last go around.
Somehow in sync like a beat magically skipped frowns.
Curled up upon by a new someone willin to lay still.
In the darkness on the other side of midnights' will.
The light doesn't give a hoot to which chicka falls.
There's only the compression method merging to a halt.
For beyond the visual sense the physicality remains.
Unseen, as one, two, three even four more are enjoyed in a repeated faze.
Flush with the jus-a-like collision landing in arms.
Pleasured by the embrace of an entangled web overlapping body parts.
Basic fundamentals place each as all is one in motion.
With no unique style that separates any of them from emotion.
The sensation repeats the release of the stillness that calms.
The closer the skin, the softer the pause.
Let them come n allow them to be free to even go.
Singled handedly, one by one, ripples flow.
From the initial dab a hole is the effect of the splash.
Away from the moment left in the past.
One after another soothing nerves that feed the rush.
Feeling the same as danger lingers in the short termed heart.
Pressed against the details of contacts experimental art.
Familiarizing facial expressions well beyond the imaginations sleep.
All come along portraying the pursuit of self proclaimed need.
Faces take place in time conjuring up a most wanted life.
Flipping pages as they change in a memoirs forgotten night.
Felt as if the swap had never taken place.
It's jus not one individual held to replace the passions fame.
They follow a course taken to come into ones life.
Gone to soon as footsteps are filled on the spin move to squeeze the hype.
Overlapping the under layer deflating pillows from saddened to happy tears.
One at a time there's no differences in the way they shed the years.
Adoring the comfort that's appeared for a while.
Switching up yet leaving the luv to gain a different smile.
Holding on to late nights like the last go around.
Somehow in sync like a beat magically skipped frowns.
Curled up upon by a new someone willin to lay still.
In the darkness on the other side of midnights' will.
The light doesn't give a hoot to which chicka falls.
There's only the compression method merging to a halt.
For beyond the visual sense the physicality remains.
Unseen, as one, two, three even four more are enjoyed in a repeated faze.
Flush with the jus-a-like collision landing in arms.
Pleasured by the embrace of an entangled web overlapping body parts.
Basic fundamentals place each as all is one in motion.
With no unique style that separates any of them from emotion.
The sensation repeats the release of the stillness that calms.
The closer the skin, the softer the pause.
Let them come n allow them to be free to even go.
Singled handedly, one by one, ripples flow.
From the initial dab a hole is the effect of the splash.
Away from the moment left in the past.
time has treated the rages taste
We've already been to war.
N from behind these eyes u still pour.
Straight through the battlefield.
Nothing has changed, luv is real.
Truths has been shown.
Wearin a more polished throne.
N time has treated the rages taste.
As u continue to take up space.
Dippin in u swim in my ease.
Strokin every inch of passions dream.
From the tips we've dragged the bottom.
Remainin intact, emotions we got em.
From the smoke we lit the fire.
It's us left draped in luvs atire.
We struggled with the gravity of weight.
Damn near lost the reason to relate.
Engaged with the resistance of self.
We found the other half more than felt.
U hold the light to what makes me right.
Upright n face to face in the middle of life.
Luv'd u are in ways words find a rhyme.
N i the beast tamed that gives u a reason why.
Committed to the taste in my lips.
I give to u my unclenched fists.
Burnin like desire released from a flame.
Passion is the only thing to blame.
Nothin in this world could ever compare to us.
We'd be lost without the comfort of our luv.
Speakin the honesty of truths set free.
U don't belong in my forgotten dreams.
There n back eyes feel the invisible breathes.
Escapin as an ease to breathe as luv's best.
Here is the merge of one without a fight.
Unrestricted emotion can never lie.
Before u I am.
Acceptin only ur hand.
Layin down weapons fatal blows.
Together like a flower we rose.
N from behind these eyes u still pour.
Straight through the battlefield.
Nothing has changed, luv is real.
Truths has been shown.
Wearin a more polished throne.
N time has treated the rages taste.
As u continue to take up space.
Dippin in u swim in my ease.
Strokin every inch of passions dream.
From the tips we've dragged the bottom.
Remainin intact, emotions we got em.
From the smoke we lit the fire.
It's us left draped in luvs atire.
We struggled with the gravity of weight.
Damn near lost the reason to relate.
Engaged with the resistance of self.
We found the other half more than felt.
U hold the light to what makes me right.
Upright n face to face in the middle of life.
Luv'd u are in ways words find a rhyme.
N i the beast tamed that gives u a reason why.
Committed to the taste in my lips.
I give to u my unclenched fists.
Burnin like desire released from a flame.
Passion is the only thing to blame.
Nothin in this world could ever compare to us.
We'd be lost without the comfort of our luv.
Speakin the honesty of truths set free.
U don't belong in my forgotten dreams.
There n back eyes feel the invisible breathes.
Escapin as an ease to breathe as luv's best.
Here is the merge of one without a fight.
Unrestricted emotion can never lie.
Before u I am.
Acceptin only ur hand.
Layin down weapons fatal blows.
Together like a flower we rose.
a memory comin to life
Tryin to fill a void that cannot be reached.
Depths search for a luv unable to breathe.
The empty attempts to feel more than hollow.
Seekin comfort unmatched to follow.
Gettin on has come to what was predicted.
Walkin without is an emotion uninterested.
The replacement fails to connect the same.
Once touched in a way one had no shame.
Passion escaped leavin a trail of confusion.
Changin faces that fade to delusions.
The irreplaceable complicated the rhythms vibe.
Redirectin truths to a different place in time.
The loss is felt in a memory comin to life.
Missin the presence covered by the hype.
As the wonder conflicts with what has been lately.
With the intake of air into honesty that inflates.
The only thing left to share in a distant world.
More than grazed by the fall the head twirls.
Shakin loose the condition of the hearts land.
Knowin there's no other to be held in hands.
Never to be released is the tease that came to go.
Lookin in eyes that cannot relate to the flow.
True words hidden in pages yet to be read.
Digs the devotion that remains restless in bed.
This is the result of worth collapsin within.
Becomin a chameleon beneath the tears tasted by a grin.
Depths search for a luv unable to breathe.
The empty attempts to feel more than hollow.
Seekin comfort unmatched to follow.
Gettin on has come to what was predicted.
Walkin without is an emotion uninterested.
The replacement fails to connect the same.
Once touched in a way one had no shame.
Passion escaped leavin a trail of confusion.
Changin faces that fade to delusions.
The irreplaceable complicated the rhythms vibe.
Redirectin truths to a different place in time.
The loss is felt in a memory comin to life.
Missin the presence covered by the hype.
As the wonder conflicts with what has been lately.
With the intake of air into honesty that inflates.
The only thing left to share in a distant world.
More than grazed by the fall the head twirls.
Shakin loose the condition of the hearts land.
Knowin there's no other to be held in hands.
Never to be released is the tease that came to go.
Lookin in eyes that cannot relate to the flow.
True words hidden in pages yet to be read.
Digs the devotion that remains restless in bed.
This is the result of worth collapsin within.
Becomin a chameleon beneath the tears tasted by a grin.
alike
The pieces are there to seize the moment.
Ready for the shuffle of play.
It's the battlefield makin extractin grounds.
Set to seek more than a stale mate.
From edge to edge of strategy.
Infiltratin with moves alike.
Toyin with a mind to win.
Back n forth n side to side.
Time consumin touchin figures.
Finger dancin closin space.
Tryin an others defense.
Takin prisoners for keeps sake.
Holdin on to the power at hand.
Expendable to the natural cause.
One by one losin a troops.
Findin a weakness within flaws.
On the attack upon the plain.
Front line lingerin into the fight.
Engaged to protect as pawns do.
Diminishin slowly before the eyes.
Ridin on the hearts stallion.
Creepin up from around the bend.
Openin lanes in a diagonal view.
Every move is a shift to defend.
Straight up contact to ensure defeat.
Armies never hesitant to become men.
As Queens stands for their Kings.
Til the bitter end goin all in.
Maneuverin for positions benefit.
Slidin into place to claim the right.
A game that puzzles thoughts.
Attendin to the line of sight.
Believin in actions taken are real.
Interactin with the offensive threat.
Slippin only in reverse with a mission.
Livin up to the vow to never regret.
Not once to lay down.
Yet set everything upon the table.
World's collide in the mix.
The resistance in rows are willin n able.
Tested to show the mind at work.
Fallen foes n friends alike.
To win is to own what's earned.
Losin those standin with honor n pride.
Ready for the shuffle of play.
It's the battlefield makin extractin grounds.
Set to seek more than a stale mate.
From edge to edge of strategy.
Infiltratin with moves alike.
Toyin with a mind to win.
Back n forth n side to side.
Time consumin touchin figures.
Finger dancin closin space.
Tryin an others defense.
Takin prisoners for keeps sake.
Holdin on to the power at hand.
Expendable to the natural cause.
One by one losin a troops.
Findin a weakness within flaws.
On the attack upon the plain.
Front line lingerin into the fight.
Engaged to protect as pawns do.
Diminishin slowly before the eyes.
Ridin on the hearts stallion.
Creepin up from around the bend.
Openin lanes in a diagonal view.
Every move is a shift to defend.
Straight up contact to ensure defeat.
Armies never hesitant to become men.
As Queens stands for their Kings.
Til the bitter end goin all in.
Maneuverin for positions benefit.
Slidin into place to claim the right.
A game that puzzles thoughts.
Attendin to the line of sight.
Believin in actions taken are real.
Interactin with the offensive threat.
Slippin only in reverse with a mission.
Livin up to the vow to never regret.
Not once to lay down.
Yet set everything upon the table.
World's collide in the mix.
The resistance in rows are willin n able.
Tested to show the mind at work.
Fallen foes n friends alike.
To win is to own what's earned.
Losin those standin with honor n pride.
swimmin with the fishies
Chances taken wound up here.
Driftin solo topside of tears.
Floatin upon the surface of pain.
Where luv never dies the same.
Lifeless to the sinkin into another.
Bubbles take air from luv'rs.
Mouth to mouth rejuvenated.
Felt differently in the exchange of hatred.
Yesterday landed in this mornings lap.
Fallin apart fillin the lakes entrapped.
Surrounded by drier lands that lead to more moisture.
As the ground softens to be tortured.
Drowned by the weight of the current.
Tucked away from lifes ongoing moments.
Set adrift is the ripples carryin proof.
Downstream luv came to the banks of used.
Is it dead faced down swimmin with the fishies?
Can I be pulled from the waters edge with fresh lips please?
A set familiar to pucker up without the lies.
Time came to a halt here releasin line after line.
Slippin on the very last drip that dried up.
Catchin grip caught by a trip lost in luv...
Driftin solo topside of tears.
Floatin upon the surface of pain.
Where luv never dies the same.
Lifeless to the sinkin into another.
Bubbles take air from luv'rs.
Mouth to mouth rejuvenated.
Felt differently in the exchange of hatred.
Yesterday landed in this mornings lap.
Fallin apart fillin the lakes entrapped.
Surrounded by drier lands that lead to more moisture.
As the ground softens to be tortured.
Drowned by the weight of the current.
Tucked away from lifes ongoing moments.
Set adrift is the ripples carryin proof.
Downstream luv came to the banks of used.
Is it dead faced down swimmin with the fishies?
Can I be pulled from the waters edge with fresh lips please?
A set familiar to pucker up without the lies.
Time came to a halt here releasin line after line.
Slippin on the very last drip that dried up.
Catchin grip caught by a trip lost in luv...
useless rhymes
Leave me be.
Alone to decipher reality.
Let me sleep til i awake.
I'm tired of dreamin of late.
No more visits behind my eyes.
The end has rounded time.
I'm in need of somethin new.
I don't wanna dig for clues.
The heart has had enough.
This here isn't luv.
Standin empty handed in life.
Ramblin in between useless rhymes.
I'm done with the immaturity.
The chaos ends with ur impurity.
Jus go, there's no vacancy for u.
To the past find ur way to elude.
A lifestyle u cannot hack.
The one i lived u refuse to match.
It's come time to face the inevitable.
All u do is deny to be reliable.
Lie to ears that don't know ur games.
Softly speak temptation to their name.
Blinded by eyes strung out on luv.
Cripplin intentions that depend on the rush.
The risk had ran it's course.
I don't want u no more.
Relieve me from promises made.
Reduced to ever try the attempt to escape.
Ghost like image give it up.
It isn't what it was.
Alone to decipher reality.
Let me sleep til i awake.
I'm tired of dreamin of late.
No more visits behind my eyes.
The end has rounded time.
I'm in need of somethin new.
I don't wanna dig for clues.
The heart has had enough.
This here isn't luv.
Standin empty handed in life.
Ramblin in between useless rhymes.
I'm done with the immaturity.
The chaos ends with ur impurity.
Jus go, there's no vacancy for u.
To the past find ur way to elude.
A lifestyle u cannot hack.
The one i lived u refuse to match.
It's come time to face the inevitable.
All u do is deny to be reliable.
Lie to ears that don't know ur games.
Softly speak temptation to their name.
Blinded by eyes strung out on luv.
Cripplin intentions that depend on the rush.
The risk had ran it's course.
I don't want u no more.
Relieve me from promises made.
Reduced to ever try the attempt to escape.
Ghost like image give it up.
It isn't what it was.
monsters
My monster's a lil to much under pressure.
Seems the battle of an others is buried treasure.
When faces come to the stand in the light.
Barred to eyes changing diagonal sight.
There must be something that cannot relate.
Rubbing irritation raw with selfish fame.
Mirrors refuse to establish level grounds.
Clashing with the waltz dinging rounds.
Great pretenders gagging on the fades depart.
Textbook story written without facts yet so smart.
Luv's strength fails to perform as the permanent.
Rage resists the other side of arrangements.
Giving up on the teeter of givin to receive.
Unable to show actions having reason to believe.
Time spoils n spills out into different lives.
One monster appears to be better than the hype.
Above owns wrong choking with a perfect form.
Doing the unthinkable to emotions shared so adored.
My point of patience dwells just the same.
Willing to equal opportunity of relations gain.
Seen as the enemy when enough is calling.
Split into two taking a piece from the fallen.
The length to the end trips on crossing of toes.
Damn my monster for pulling on space from foes.
Camouflaged to be true to the chameleons switch.
Digging into the hollow hole vacant as a ditch.
Colliding monsters confuse mindsets adrift.
Muting tone hushed at the rim of lips.
Stripping away the truth of promises internally pure.
Losing the softness of a hand that tends to lure.
Unfair monsters don't realize we all have one.
A monster exploding once crossed by a forgetful luv.
Draining the flow of grace that defeats honesty.
Monsters crawl from within with animosity.
Hatred that reflects horrific wonder set still.
The mystery is the payment of free will...
Seems the battle of an others is buried treasure.
When faces come to the stand in the light.
Barred to eyes changing diagonal sight.
There must be something that cannot relate.
Rubbing irritation raw with selfish fame.
Mirrors refuse to establish level grounds.
Clashing with the waltz dinging rounds.
Great pretenders gagging on the fades depart.
Textbook story written without facts yet so smart.
Luv's strength fails to perform as the permanent.
Rage resists the other side of arrangements.
Giving up on the teeter of givin to receive.
Unable to show actions having reason to believe.
Time spoils n spills out into different lives.
One monster appears to be better than the hype.
Above owns wrong choking with a perfect form.
Doing the unthinkable to emotions shared so adored.
My point of patience dwells just the same.
Willing to equal opportunity of relations gain.
Seen as the enemy when enough is calling.
Split into two taking a piece from the fallen.
The length to the end trips on crossing of toes.
Damn my monster for pulling on space from foes.
Camouflaged to be true to the chameleons switch.
Digging into the hollow hole vacant as a ditch.
Colliding monsters confuse mindsets adrift.
Muting tone hushed at the rim of lips.
Stripping away the truth of promises internally pure.
Losing the softness of a hand that tends to lure.
Unfair monsters don't realize we all have one.
A monster exploding once crossed by a forgetful luv.
Draining the flow of grace that defeats honesty.
Monsters crawl from within with animosity.
Hatred that reflects horrific wonder set still.
The mystery is the payment of free will...
a new form of idnependence
Time has directed toes to the line of change.
Shedding the one in which whom i was to my name.
Irrelevant to the walk that's made a difference.
Ticks spun to create a new form of independence.
One step is all that's needed to breathe again.
To release myself from the tragic mess of a man.
Leaning over I can feel normal touch my face.
N the end is damn near through the maze.
Standing at the exit sign waiting on freedom to ring its bell.
Yet this secret of ahead of words willin to tell.
I'm ready to be relieved of the issues at hand.
N by golly damn once they're gone in been walks I won't feel so crammed.
The length of this lifestyle of not a battle I wish to please.
Its none of my concern who winds up on their knees.
My strength awaits the near future to come a lil quicker.
Bcuz this shit had gotten to be more pain on my ticker.
My back isn't safe when there's another side of a wall.
With ears listening to echoes of my twist crawls.
Chipping in on a chuckle to victimize a luv comin undone.
The door is opened n the key is on the beds fun.
The only thing left to consider as a while worth the curiosity.
Good times call from a distant place away from this immaturity.
N it won't be long til I reveal who out is I've become.
Like a monkey on a cage flingin poo to be flung.
Patience is the way outta here as eyes are confused.
Peekin with a squeezin squint tryin to figure why I haven't cut it loose.
I won't be back before my end comes around to claim me.
Imma once upon a time ago when not a one some more than bs through their teeth...
Shedding the one in which whom i was to my name.
Irrelevant to the walk that's made a difference.
Ticks spun to create a new form of independence.
One step is all that's needed to breathe again.
To release myself from the tragic mess of a man.
Leaning over I can feel normal touch my face.
N the end is damn near through the maze.
Standing at the exit sign waiting on freedom to ring its bell.
Yet this secret of ahead of words willin to tell.
I'm ready to be relieved of the issues at hand.
N by golly damn once they're gone in been walks I won't feel so crammed.
The length of this lifestyle of not a battle I wish to please.
Its none of my concern who winds up on their knees.
My strength awaits the near future to come a lil quicker.
Bcuz this shit had gotten to be more pain on my ticker.
My back isn't safe when there's another side of a wall.
With ears listening to echoes of my twist crawls.
Chipping in on a chuckle to victimize a luv comin undone.
The door is opened n the key is on the beds fun.
The only thing left to consider as a while worth the curiosity.
Good times call from a distant place away from this immaturity.
N it won't be long til I reveal who out is I've become.
Like a monkey on a cage flingin poo to be flung.
Patience is the way outta here as eyes are confused.
Peekin with a squeezin squint tryin to figure why I haven't cut it loose.
I won't be back before my end comes around to claim me.
Imma once upon a time ago when not a one some more than bs through their teeth...
beneath truths
Lies crush the truths bit by the tongues nip.
Fuck me with words that slit another opening from lips.
Crippled by a betraying face hiding the taste of hate.
I'm losing my intent to games shoved in my fuckin face.
Line after line punches the hearts sweet tingle setting off alarms.
Ohh, fuck me again to show the shallowness of a man.
Damn u for reversing emotions damned as days rain.
U aren't the memory u feed me as if an endless dream.
Who in the fuck do u think u are to play with my use?
I hear ur snake rattling from the underlining of ur unjustified truce.
Have u had enough that cannot speak attempting to bend me to my knees?
I see ur selfishness leak in my own mirrors image, please.
You're mistaking me for a fool that can't hold the alphabets stool.
As beautiful as u are i see through this relentlessness u believe is to cool.
But i chose this to do with my life as days remind me of nights.
Lost in the moment of losing a friendly foe as u pretend.
Why do u refuse to admit u don't give a damn i don't know.
All i can feel is how incomplete life is putting the editing on hold.
Gold plated woman eyes have known about u for some time now.
But consider me blinded n bound to the surface of ur frown.
For there's no depths beyond the fake smile u cherish so much.
I told u I'd never stand in ur way of a lifestyle jus as such.
I've been torn prior to ur existence I've come to know.
Prepared by the best luv could ever send a bending bow.
U can't fuck me enough to turn my interest to u again.
This here is slipping from under u as from my emotion ur banned.
Caught up in a financial debate i won't go broke.
Allowing u to release bubbles as u uncomfortably choke.
I'll be holding u beneath the truths from the surface unable to breathe.
I'm to damn good to dip into the rescue of a two headed fling.
Ur freedom is comin in a sunset sooner than u think while u do as u do.
For you've become useless in ways life won't wait out on proof, Vamoose...
Disappearing back within the crowd of strangers looking for comfort.
I can't be tempted to help a lost cause dragging out a homemade porn.
That's all that i touch if u haven't noticed.
U jus haven't a damn thing to offer a man focused.
You've become nothin but a hang up waitin its turn for the dial tone.
Ur silliness is about over here running its course left alone.
Raw material as natural as the brutal fibs u claim are so real.
U fit into my world like a rainbow in a nights sky unable to feel...
Fuck me with words that slit another opening from lips.
Crippled by a betraying face hiding the taste of hate.
I'm losing my intent to games shoved in my fuckin face.
Line after line punches the hearts sweet tingle setting off alarms.
Ohh, fuck me again to show the shallowness of a man.
Damn u for reversing emotions damned as days rain.
U aren't the memory u feed me as if an endless dream.
Who in the fuck do u think u are to play with my use?
I hear ur snake rattling from the underlining of ur unjustified truce.
Have u had enough that cannot speak attempting to bend me to my knees?
I see ur selfishness leak in my own mirrors image, please.
You're mistaking me for a fool that can't hold the alphabets stool.
As beautiful as u are i see through this relentlessness u believe is to cool.
But i chose this to do with my life as days remind me of nights.
Lost in the moment of losing a friendly foe as u pretend.
Why do u refuse to admit u don't give a damn i don't know.
All i can feel is how incomplete life is putting the editing on hold.
Gold plated woman eyes have known about u for some time now.
But consider me blinded n bound to the surface of ur frown.
For there's no depths beyond the fake smile u cherish so much.
I told u I'd never stand in ur way of a lifestyle jus as such.
I've been torn prior to ur existence I've come to know.
Prepared by the best luv could ever send a bending bow.
U can't fuck me enough to turn my interest to u again.
This here is slipping from under u as from my emotion ur banned.
Caught up in a financial debate i won't go broke.
Allowing u to release bubbles as u uncomfortably choke.
I'll be holding u beneath the truths from the surface unable to breathe.
I'm to damn good to dip into the rescue of a two headed fling.
Ur freedom is comin in a sunset sooner than u think while u do as u do.
For you've become useless in ways life won't wait out on proof, Vamoose...
Disappearing back within the crowd of strangers looking for comfort.
I can't be tempted to help a lost cause dragging out a homemade porn.
That's all that i touch if u haven't noticed.
U jus haven't a damn thing to offer a man focused.
You've become nothin but a hang up waitin its turn for the dial tone.
Ur silliness is about over here running its course left alone.
Raw material as natural as the brutal fibs u claim are so real.
U fit into my world like a rainbow in a nights sky unable to feel...
tootles gone wild
Waiting on the wax figures to come back to life is a battle I cannot afford inside.
Stretching legs move onward from the stillness that hasn't a style.
Chanting I jus don't give a figuratively flying fluke flung with derogatory exile.
Left for ears to catch a chime chirping downwind of tootles gone wild.
Patience has had its moment of over, sliding erasers shift upon curves of words muted.
Grounds dug a dig by the dog finding his bone n untucking balls disputed.
Running outta my minds riddled rhythms is the roast of a clown burnt to a char.
shook from the fame
Playin tag in n outta lives that change course.
Redirected n done coming off the ropes torn.
Pining self down to a moment of healing time.
One battle after another strengthening the mind.
Fading from one smile to the next perversion.
Sweating out their toxins of luv's intrusion.
Hands that held emotion fail to submit proof.
Loosening the nails hooked having no more use.
Stepping from the past into the same likeable no.
Finding comfort only lasts til it's back to the unknown.
Watching friends in reverse walk the solo step.
Tamed for a lil while as enjoyment is a trend fed up.
Sequences that come n go with that ache.
Wrapping thoughts around a chuckle gained.
Corners are turned as direction is questionable.
Trying never to miss a beat to remain unfazed.
Tears are never wasted releasing the passion shared.
It's a game of hide n seek eventually losing its stare.
Touch feels no different with eyes closed shut.
What feels so right is everything wrong on the hush.
A pair drifting once standing back to back.
For face to face isn't felt in the linger of facts.
Blurred vision zooming into focus is the truth.
Witnessed at the line of who's who of loose.
Barely holding on by simply jus needing someone.
Anyone to make a difference for a lil while, then done.
To imagine the end as old n gray is yet a fantasy erased.
Tootles is the reality of relations lived as claimed.
Stomach the pain of digging in to deep.
Swept away n plum off of unstable feet.
Rebounding to do it all over again.
Spinning heads nod a sound shook from the fame.
Being the importance to an other they cling.
Open minded to a short sense going to leave.
Tripping over luv'rs fazed out sets the limits of boundaries.
Levels of honesty unheard by repeated memories...
Redirected n done coming off the ropes torn.
Pining self down to a moment of healing time.
One battle after another strengthening the mind.
Fading from one smile to the next perversion.
Sweating out their toxins of luv's intrusion.
Hands that held emotion fail to submit proof.
Loosening the nails hooked having no more use.
Stepping from the past into the same likeable no.
Finding comfort only lasts til it's back to the unknown.
Watching friends in reverse walk the solo step.
Tamed for a lil while as enjoyment is a trend fed up.
Sequences that come n go with that ache.
Wrapping thoughts around a chuckle gained.
Corners are turned as direction is questionable.
Trying never to miss a beat to remain unfazed.
Tears are never wasted releasing the passion shared.
It's a game of hide n seek eventually losing its stare.
Touch feels no different with eyes closed shut.
What feels so right is everything wrong on the hush.
A pair drifting once standing back to back.
For face to face isn't felt in the linger of facts.
Blurred vision zooming into focus is the truth.
Witnessed at the line of who's who of loose.
Barely holding on by simply jus needing someone.
Anyone to make a difference for a lil while, then done.
To imagine the end as old n gray is yet a fantasy erased.
Tootles is the reality of relations lived as claimed.
Stomach the pain of digging in to deep.
Swept away n plum off of unstable feet.
Rebounding to do it all over again.
Spinning heads nod a sound shook from the fame.
Being the importance to an other they cling.
Open minded to a short sense going to leave.
Tripping over luv'rs fazed out sets the limits of boundaries.
Levels of honesty unheard by repeated memories...
on some bs
I've had the time of my life.
N I've found myself wondering.
Been in what was thought to be luv.
N found myself smothered upon other things.
There n back as i sit within lookin on.
The train of thought lost belief.
Emotion ruined who it was i stood.
Gone now is the hypnotic present relieved.
Time alone brought me into focus.
Pretending i cannot do.
I can't apologize for not losing a step.
An other couldn't make that gave proof.
Life spoke louder than running out of my mind.
N I've tempted myself to lose it.
Got to the edge of reason n realized i remain.
It was the tension of others that faded on some bs.
Untrue to what they've had in their clutches.
Yet I'm no prize to anyone other than self.
Jus different in ways on a level untamed.
I retracted me to find I'm not felt.
My rear has been open to this world since the day
N I've found myself wondering.
Been in what was thought to be luv.
N found myself smothered upon other things.
There n back as i sit within lookin on.
The train of thought lost belief.
Emotion ruined who it was i stood.
Gone now is the hypnotic present relieved.
Time alone brought me into focus.
Pretending i cannot do.
I can't apologize for not losing a step.
An other couldn't make that gave proof.
Life spoke louder than running out of my mind.
N I've tempted myself to lose it.
Got to the edge of reason n realized i remain.
It was the tension of others that faded on some bs.
Untrue to what they've had in their clutches.
Yet I'm no prize to anyone other than self.
Jus different in ways on a level untamed.
I retracted me to find I'm not felt.
My rear has been open to this world since the day
sssh, come now
I have a voice.
N it needs to be heard.
I'm over the silence that's filled the void.
Don't.
Jus hold ur breathe.
This won't take long.
I jus need a moment for me to speak.
There's things u don't know.
Have some self control.
Find reason to relate on a muted tone.
Make this bearable before i fold.
Calling an end to a past.
As the now doesn't make it much further.
No, it's no joke.
Unconfuse yourself before luv is murdered.
Dead n wasted on hush.
I'm trying to tell u a lil secret.
Somethin i haven't been able to do.
Coming apart at the seams i don't fit.
For once jus listen n shit the fuck up.
I don't mean to be rude.
Hold ur tongue.
It's jus the only thing ur programmed to react to.
Quietly ease back n figure on this.
U see, I'm tired of pretending.
I'm not me here.
Jus gimme a chance to explain.
It's not me i see in the mirror.
Spare words of retaliation please.
This isn't another fight song of emotional torture.
It'll only show u don't know who i am.
That u don't feel me in any way.
There's no need in putting down a good man.
Once that's stood in ur line of fire.
N we both know, for far to long.
My life jus means more to me than this.
They're is not right out wrong.
Jus the honesty that i jus released.
Freed to u so i don't waste even ur time.
Wait for it turn, for ur gonna have it.
Though I'll only hear the maturity u hide.
I jus need another minute to clarify the truth.
I don't want to confuse u in any way.
Please, try n restrain yourself.
I need a change n it starts today!
If u can't seem to understand u failed me.
You'll never know why I'm walking out.
Leaving u with this fantasy in which u live.
I've heard enough silliness come from ur mouth.
It's my time to express unspoken echoes.
N I'm not receiving what I've been trying to give.
I'm done.
This is no way to live.
I cannot watch the clock spin any longer.
Shits gotten outta control.
Way past boundaries ever could stretch a wonder.
How i wound up here, i haven't a clue.
Carelessness is my best guess.
I'm lost n fading.
There's nothing here worth to invest.
I'd like to say I'm sorry.
Yet i can't apologize.
I've done nothing wrong.
I'm simply cutting ties.
Without a need to kiss n say goodbye.
Jus two friends that's tried something that didn't work.
That's where this ended up.
U i am not tryin to hurt.
Don't act like u didn't see it comin.
Ignoring the facts that fill ur eyes.
Dry up the tears.
Years have come to see through the lies.
Ghost me.
Delete me the way u seen it coming to a halt.
It's ok.
I'm alright with thinking within a pause.
I won't be on the next page.
Our story ends now.
Ur free to write a Hollywood ending.
I'm out....
N it needs to be heard.
I'm over the silence that's filled the void.
Don't.
Jus hold ur breathe.
This won't take long.
I jus need a moment for me to speak.
There's things u don't know.
Have some self control.
Find reason to relate on a muted tone.
Make this bearable before i fold.
Calling an end to a past.
As the now doesn't make it much further.
No, it's no joke.
Unconfuse yourself before luv is murdered.
Dead n wasted on hush.
I'm trying to tell u a lil secret.
Somethin i haven't been able to do.
Coming apart at the seams i don't fit.
For once jus listen n shit the fuck up.
I don't mean to be rude.
Hold ur tongue.
It's jus the only thing ur programmed to react to.
Quietly ease back n figure on this.
U see, I'm tired of pretending.
I'm not me here.
Jus gimme a chance to explain.
It's not me i see in the mirror.
Spare words of retaliation please.
This isn't another fight song of emotional torture.
It'll only show u don't know who i am.
That u don't feel me in any way.
There's no need in putting down a good man.
Once that's stood in ur line of fire.
N we both know, for far to long.
My life jus means more to me than this.
They're is not right out wrong.
Jus the honesty that i jus released.
Freed to u so i don't waste even ur time.
Wait for it turn, for ur gonna have it.
Though I'll only hear the maturity u hide.
I jus need another minute to clarify the truth.
I don't want to confuse u in any way.
Please, try n restrain yourself.
I need a change n it starts today!
If u can't seem to understand u failed me.
You'll never know why I'm walking out.
Leaving u with this fantasy in which u live.
I've heard enough silliness come from ur mouth.
It's my time to express unspoken echoes.
N I'm not receiving what I've been trying to give.
I'm done.
This is no way to live.
I cannot watch the clock spin any longer.
Shits gotten outta control.
Way past boundaries ever could stretch a wonder.
How i wound up here, i haven't a clue.
Carelessness is my best guess.
I'm lost n fading.
There's nothing here worth to invest.
I'd like to say I'm sorry.
Yet i can't apologize.
I've done nothing wrong.
I'm simply cutting ties.
Without a need to kiss n say goodbye.
Jus two friends that's tried something that didn't work.
That's where this ended up.
U i am not tryin to hurt.
Don't act like u didn't see it comin.
Ignoring the facts that fill ur eyes.
Dry up the tears.
Years have come to see through the lies.
Ghost me.
Delete me the way u seen it coming to a halt.
It's ok.
I'm alright with thinking within a pause.
I won't be on the next page.
Our story ends now.
Ur free to write a Hollywood ending.
I'm out....
slick
Jus from a lil word of mouth. I'll tongue stroke u like skills know ju-jitsu. I will tap u the fuck out. Diggin in between ur siamese thighs as you'd squeeze off multiple pops with gaspin sighs. I'll pretzelize ur mind. Twisting what u thought was orgasms as childs play. Say my fuckin name! I will train ur moans to be in sync with ur flow. Like those before me that went bye bye bye openin the door for me to part ur sea. Drip n watch me bend at the knees to mend the leak. Canoein my way through once I crawl under u to ease that drizzle of an escapin dream. U don't wanna fuck with me beneath the navel slippin peep game of enjoyment for myself. Spread eagle as I backstroke taste buds lingerin below in a way you've neva felt... Mmm... For the taste of it. Lickin my lips like LL lost in a kiss tryin to savor the lickadee split spit of sexual intent round in out on the clit. Droolin I'd moisten a secret within u I need not swim. It be my privilege to curl broken toes jus within the trim under dimmed lights needin no extra limbs. It's jus a lil food for thought of a fine art lost. Set before u to use like a boss enjoyin the perks without a cost. Floodin is the back pressure u can't hold off. I'd bust ur seals loose. Only if u knew. I'd be at ur mercy gaspin for air. I've perfected the trade of hormonic balance jus to get that stare...
damn near at the doorstep
What's it like being so fucking addicted to you?
It's been a while since I've felt honesty's touch.
I'd luv to know more of you yet I'm not to sure.
I don't know if I'm ready to fall in luv.
Even though I think about it from time to time.
Allowing my mind to drift away with you.
Just to catch a glimpse of what it's like.
Attached to the way you open up in luv.
My curiosities leaning on the thought.
Quietly from at a distance my silence is kept.
Looking onward from within the crowd.
Eyes dressed with a vision of you when able to rest.
Wonderin what it would be like to pause.
In a moment of truth directly in front of you.
To be seen as the man I've tucked away as a ghost.
Tuning the timing of the tongue not wanting to interrupt what it is you do.
For the way you move through life is utterly & fucking amazing.
So from a far I ease on back thinking of being alone & felt.
Behind closed doors with you to witness how you settle in.
How's it feel to be so far gone I can't help myself?
As I just sit day in day out pondering what's been posing in my head.
Yet who's to say I'd be the enlightenment of your life?
A friend never to change before eyes simply as me.
I'm going to just let you linger & live as for my intent I hide.
Afraid to emerge from the depths of knowing you could make a difference.
Standing I can fill the empty space as you can continue to move.
To contribute to a commitment no longer held by the fears relevance.
I jus want to know what contact would do to either or the both of us.
Mmm, the usefulness that offers another chance to reboot.
I only lie to myself when I say I'm going to get to know you better come tomorrow.
Then I awaken & lose my grip due to me becoming a mute.
So just for shits & giggles of reaching for the unexpected.
Who would you become if I stood accordingly as a man?
I'm damn near at your doorstep roaming as lost looking for a home to call my own.
Hoping I've found my way through this world to collide with you as we stand.
Ohh, what could be in between what would surround the comfort.
Just for I know who & how I am.
& for what I see, for you, I'd want to press the issue to dig in.
But Mr. hush is fading into each night unable to speak other than a word like damn.
Missing the opportunity to make a memory if even possible.
Not that I don't have the confidence lil lady.
I'm just horrified the dream just might get shot down.
In rhythm when put in place I am more than what I've been lately.
As for reasons unknown I can't stop the daydreams walking with me.
As I follow them silently as if I haven't a choice to voice the interest at all.
What's it like laying still with you finally able to breathe?
I'm asking because you've been there as others failed knowing what they had.
I wanna know if I could wake to u in luv.
& what it would feel like to be that stare in the corner of your eye.
One in which that can't help but to peek at me opening up.
U know what the situation is like to have you in the middle of life.
Barred to the truths, tell me what's gone wrong.
Cuz I'm damn near at your doorstep as the rush is consuming everything about me.
Feelin what I know of you, mentally prolonged...
It's been a while since I've felt honesty's touch.
I'd luv to know more of you yet I'm not to sure.
I don't know if I'm ready to fall in luv.
Even though I think about it from time to time.
Allowing my mind to drift away with you.
Just to catch a glimpse of what it's like.
Attached to the way you open up in luv.
My curiosities leaning on the thought.
Quietly from at a distance my silence is kept.
Looking onward from within the crowd.
Eyes dressed with a vision of you when able to rest.
Wonderin what it would be like to pause.
In a moment of truth directly in front of you.
To be seen as the man I've tucked away as a ghost.
Tuning the timing of the tongue not wanting to interrupt what it is you do.
For the way you move through life is utterly & fucking amazing.
So from a far I ease on back thinking of being alone & felt.
Behind closed doors with you to witness how you settle in.
How's it feel to be so far gone I can't help myself?
As I just sit day in day out pondering what's been posing in my head.
Yet who's to say I'd be the enlightenment of your life?
A friend never to change before eyes simply as me.
I'm going to just let you linger & live as for my intent I hide.
Afraid to emerge from the depths of knowing you could make a difference.
Standing I can fill the empty space as you can continue to move.
To contribute to a commitment no longer held by the fears relevance.
I jus want to know what contact would do to either or the both of us.
Mmm, the usefulness that offers another chance to reboot.
I only lie to myself when I say I'm going to get to know you better come tomorrow.
Then I awaken & lose my grip due to me becoming a mute.
So just for shits & giggles of reaching for the unexpected.
Who would you become if I stood accordingly as a man?
I'm damn near at your doorstep roaming as lost looking for a home to call my own.
Hoping I've found my way through this world to collide with you as we stand.
Ohh, what could be in between what would surround the comfort.
Just for I know who & how I am.
& for what I see, for you, I'd want to press the issue to dig in.
But Mr. hush is fading into each night unable to speak other than a word like damn.
Missing the opportunity to make a memory if even possible.
Not that I don't have the confidence lil lady.
I'm just horrified the dream just might get shot down.
In rhythm when put in place I am more than what I've been lately.
As for reasons unknown I can't stop the daydreams walking with me.
As I follow them silently as if I haven't a choice to voice the interest at all.
What's it like laying still with you finally able to breathe?
I'm asking because you've been there as others failed knowing what they had.
I wanna know if I could wake to u in luv.
& what it would feel like to be that stare in the corner of your eye.
One in which that can't help but to peek at me opening up.
U know what the situation is like to have you in the middle of life.
Barred to the truths, tell me what's gone wrong.
Cuz I'm damn near at your doorstep as the rush is consuming everything about me.
Feelin what I know of you, mentally prolonged...
deserted
I remain in the eyes of the beholder.
Candy to the reflection to the brain.
Exclusive n to far gone to capture.
Yet behind the truth here i am again.
I deserted what i knew about myself.
Here to learn more than what's been shown.
Finding secrets within settled upon the surface.
Depths healing into something I've never known.
Unseen by the nakedness fully clothed.
Headed in to direction of right fighting still.
Leaving the past where it died to rest.
Mentally alone one day to rise from the chill.
Left was me sitting in a time truly lost.
Waiting for me to return ready to remember.
As no one knows the path traveled was relentless.
I regained my best friend one night in December.
Piecing together the minds confusion abused.
The desiphering took longer than expected.
It damn near claimed the logic i lived.
Allowing the process to come full circle dissected.
I collapsed to surface with the best in me intact.
Appearing to be unstable yet i had to know.
All that resides is come back up.
From the main stage it was one hell of a show.
Dipping from beneath the spotlight i hid.
Forgotten in a sense to reemerge unafraid.
Level headed with a better understanding of luv.
Knowing if not careful it'll take me for a ride tamed.
As the shell in which i linger kept going.
As those peeking had no realization of me.
Falling apart outta playin sight to comprehend.
What it will take to live without the immaturity of dreams.
Who woulda known i coulda deserted my life.
Bent to the break of a shattered glimpse.
As character shook to emotions tryin to breathe.
Jus to resurrect who i was with a forgivable twist.
Standing in the line of sight of the firing squad.
The army of interest that hasn't a clue.
Thinking i could be time worth the while.
As the desire of a real woman is in the proof.
Taking a interest in a romantic briefly paused.
Attempting to put together a life i lost.
Needing but not wanting the help flung to feel claws.
Sinking in to what they don't know exists.
For i do not await the touch under the textures heat.
Shallow enough to be seen by the stroke alone.
I'm six feet plus deeper than what i seem.
Swimming i went in the flow downstream.
Met the undertow as it swept my away.
Winding up on some shore in a distant world.
But I'm back finally n i intend to stay...
Candy to the reflection to the brain.
Exclusive n to far gone to capture.
Yet behind the truth here i am again.
I deserted what i knew about myself.
Here to learn more than what's been shown.
Finding secrets within settled upon the surface.
Depths healing into something I've never known.
Unseen by the nakedness fully clothed.
Headed in to direction of right fighting still.
Leaving the past where it died to rest.
Mentally alone one day to rise from the chill.
Left was me sitting in a time truly lost.
Waiting for me to return ready to remember.
As no one knows the path traveled was relentless.
I regained my best friend one night in December.
Piecing together the minds confusion abused.
The desiphering took longer than expected.
It damn near claimed the logic i lived.
Allowing the process to come full circle dissected.
I collapsed to surface with the best in me intact.
Appearing to be unstable yet i had to know.
All that resides is come back up.
From the main stage it was one hell of a show.
Dipping from beneath the spotlight i hid.
Forgotten in a sense to reemerge unafraid.
Level headed with a better understanding of luv.
Knowing if not careful it'll take me for a ride tamed.
As the shell in which i linger kept going.
As those peeking had no realization of me.
Falling apart outta playin sight to comprehend.
What it will take to live without the immaturity of dreams.
Who woulda known i coulda deserted my life.
Bent to the break of a shattered glimpse.
As character shook to emotions tryin to breathe.
Jus to resurrect who i was with a forgivable twist.
Standing in the line of sight of the firing squad.
The army of interest that hasn't a clue.
Thinking i could be time worth the while.
As the desire of a real woman is in the proof.
Taking a interest in a romantic briefly paused.
Attempting to put together a life i lost.
Needing but not wanting the help flung to feel claws.
Sinking in to what they don't know exists.
For i do not await the touch under the textures heat.
Shallow enough to be seen by the stroke alone.
I'm six feet plus deeper than what i seem.
Swimming i went in the flow downstream.
Met the undertow as it swept my away.
Winding up on some shore in a distant world.
But I'm back finally n i intend to stay...
i wanna remember
Gimme a lil notice if u change ur round about mind.
Jus level with me before legs get to runnin outta time.
Help the confusion understand as emotions slowly decrease.
I'm a realist n know tomorrow is a chance goin into forever as deceased.
To hate u isn't how i wanna remember this luv without a better view.
If it winds up not workin for ya, there's no need in droppin clues.
Tears will never forgive years gone lost in the flashin of forgotten pictures.
I jus won't see u as the friend with the same kinda exposed features.
If it must end u can come to me without a blabberin fight.
I'm more than reasonable to know u to have one of those things called a life.
Jus don't play games with the way I'm feelin u.
U can go if u can do better with a smile put to use.
Cuz that's what matters if it hasn't come in to focus.
Selfishness has no place in my hearts callin of us.
Do u in ur moment to find what makes u feel alive.
But if the day ever rounds the bend don't shy away with lies.
Gimme somethin to respect in the way u move on.
I'd luv to know it wasn't jus a waste of time ongoin.
I jus wanna remember u jus like this if this ever falls apart.
Someone worth everything I've ever done from the initial kiss trademarked.
Released to press upon only ur lips to take a shot.
Don't cross the line of beyond salvageable cuz u were afraid to stop.
Have a lil trust that I'd step back n allow u to go on about ur way.
Believe me, it'll hurt but I'll be ok...
Jus level with me before legs get to runnin outta time.
Help the confusion understand as emotions slowly decrease.
I'm a realist n know tomorrow is a chance goin into forever as deceased.
To hate u isn't how i wanna remember this luv without a better view.
If it winds up not workin for ya, there's no need in droppin clues.
Tears will never forgive years gone lost in the flashin of forgotten pictures.
I jus won't see u as the friend with the same kinda exposed features.
If it must end u can come to me without a blabberin fight.
I'm more than reasonable to know u to have one of those things called a life.
Jus don't play games with the way I'm feelin u.
U can go if u can do better with a smile put to use.
Cuz that's what matters if it hasn't come in to focus.
Selfishness has no place in my hearts callin of us.
Do u in ur moment to find what makes u feel alive.
But if the day ever rounds the bend don't shy away with lies.
Gimme somethin to respect in the way u move on.
I'd luv to know it wasn't jus a waste of time ongoin.
I jus wanna remember u jus like this if this ever falls apart.
Someone worth everything I've ever done from the initial kiss trademarked.
Released to press upon only ur lips to take a shot.
Don't cross the line of beyond salvageable cuz u were afraid to stop.
Have a lil trust that I'd step back n allow u to go on about ur way.
Believe me, it'll hurt but I'll be ok...
cas me out
Flung from a train wreck n no ones lookin.
In the brush jus outta reach I've been thrown.
Damn near a toe tag waitin to fill a bag.
No one knows I'm missin over her all alone.
Hidden from the destruction that crumbled.
Afraid to speak for it jus might hurt.
Life was derailed n I'm the last unknown survivor.
Layin in my silence it seems i haven't a worth.
I've evaded my own presence in others minds.
As the thought of me had simply been misplaced.
I'm somewhat different lost along the tracks.
A true loner as tears pour from my face.
I rode the steel engines lead to a better times.
Slung i was from sights unable to see the truth.
As real livin man rests his heart dyin inside.
Shot out the back end of the trailin caboose.
Witness to the crash sight clear to my surprise.
I was left to fade with nothin of my own.
To heal wounds inflicted by the hands of chaos.
Easily forgotten I'm forced to lay low n roam.
No one cares...
sayin goodbye to yesterday
I fuckin found her n had to let her the fuck go.
U can't live in my fuckin head with emotions that erode.
I caught up to her before life fuckin ended.
N realized it did jus that before i died as she fuckin pretended.
She had issues of a broken dream within.
Yet i didn't fuckin care cuz I've always felt her grin.
Luv fuckin touched me n walked the fuck away.
That's why i am the way i am ru this fuckin day.
I haven't twisted shit n have kept it real.
I held her once as mine n collapsed to the feel.
I fuckin luv'd her as if she was the only woman upon this earth.
In my fuckin truths are was worth every word.
But she gone now n I've moved on to find my fuckin self.
In the after life exposed to the way life has been dealt.
I grew as a fuckin man knowin what it felt like to be betrayed.
N I'm standin here today sayin goodbye to yesterday.
Once upon a time ago a camera gave proof to the poof.
Gone, n it's o fuckin k for luv for me has no noose.
U can't live in my fuckin head with emotions that erode.
I caught up to her before life fuckin ended.
N realized it did jus that before i died as she fuckin pretended.
She had issues of a broken dream within.
Yet i didn't fuckin care cuz I've always felt her grin.
Luv fuckin touched me n walked the fuck away.
That's why i am the way i am ru this fuckin day.
I haven't twisted shit n have kept it real.
I held her once as mine n collapsed to the feel.
I fuckin luv'd her as if she was the only woman upon this earth.
In my fuckin truths are was worth every word.
But she gone now n I've moved on to find my fuckin self.
In the after life exposed to the way life has been dealt.
I grew as a fuckin man knowin what it felt like to be betrayed.
N I'm standin here today sayin goodbye to yesterday.
Once upon a time ago a camera gave proof to the poof.
Gone, n it's o fuckin k for luv for me has no noose.
due to babblin lips
When a man cannot remember what a real woman feels like cuz he's never been touched by one. How in the fuck is one suppose to know what the other is with so much to offer as done? Livin with the pieces of incompletion in a mirrors relentless undeserved image. After rounds of point blank range has shot every time down with a heart that has been damaged. What does a woman appear to look like in this day in age with his silhouette followin him as a shadow jus behind? Trailin the thoughts runnin loose of those that have failed to ease his unforgettable mind. How does one not linger into the distance of sight unable to see self reflected in eyes up close n personal? Fingerin the portrayal of honesty with two birds erect flyin high n starin at bein over emotional. Is it possible one will tap out once the feelin fades behind the rivers cried? As lids are shut to even witness the visibility standin in form unrecognized by the lies others has implied. Does the nights grow shorter as the sun awakens this world knowin one is unable to sleep watchin a new day of wonder chase away the silence? Stranded on confusions island lost with the best of them as distance is stretched inside the comfort of paved mileage. When faces change in directions time goin that a way gone til the end. Who becomes from within the over used depth no one knows of as truths are a best friend? Opened to the facts of reality goin numb time n time again in between more than satin sheets. Will questions be answered by a voice that speaks without two heads changin tones in tune with relations on the line that leak? Luv'n harder for a purpose to claim a home awaitin that tickle in the rib stickin to the side as if enjoyment truly lives. What is a woman if one simply doesn't know due to babblin lips? If she stood undisguised in person wantin to jus be seen for once before the walk steps. Will one know the difference, for in forevers promises hasn't been kept, n for some time he hasn't slept. For when he's over the expressions repeatin on the reel of the memories games. The hamster has grown tired of chasin the absolute of nothin to gain. As the blur shifts the monsters truth into a more unreliable focus. Snappin outta the hypnotic state of all in n shakin of the feel of worthless. How can the seriousness of gettin down to get after the bond somehow mean a fuckin thing? Cuz patience has thinned to the surface over the limit of fed the up to hear a melody catch anything believable to sing..
at the ends of use
Who in the fuck said i wanted to return to u in a past life lost in time?
Roamin through the empty spaces tucked in the creases of my very own mind.
Poppin my bubbles of what I thought we were left in a memories fade.
Where in the hell did u get the idea that u could linger within the tears flowin untamed?
Touchin my face like u deserve to feel my expressions drownin with the lies as proof.
Rollin through the mind like a flash of lightning is what's been forgotten as the memory of u.
Slowly rollin back to the future where u said luv would be as real as untold sins.
The vague expressions used to draw me in to the thoughts of my own draggin u from within.
Did u really think you'd last in the absence of yrs goin without a single ounce of truth?
How would u envision me walkin away to the betrayal accepted as a moment of livin infused?
Wrap ur train of thought around if u were unable to step to the plate of what would truly occur.
I won't pretend to care if the line of crossin comes to trip ur lack of overused words slurred.
Down that river alone u will float face below the upside of bein shown set adrift.
Don't force the issue released bu hands holdin the ground u walk upon to sqaut ur shit.
For u to fade as a second comin in reverse lookin in my direction wantin another go around.
If u wind up in yesterday lingerin in the after effect duwe to the circumstance of silence findin a sound.
Don't blame a mo fo for washin the filth from the texture so it can be breathe at the ends of use.
Who in the fuck gave u the rule book of misuse to apply ur own personal page renewed?
an angle...
fresh ink slung in a display of life walkin with an angle disturbed beyond words that could ever follow.
tryin desperately to correct a turn gone wrong touchin passion with a guard let down by a familiar face so hollow.
spread like blood slain from an enemies spill spewin visions of disomfort into words lost on a empty page in time.
vivid descriptions flung carelessly with truths that connect letters into a time frame of luv wasted before the eyes.
written without images touchin the spaces in between to separate devotion of each individual curves spat.
loose hooks twistin a rhyme without a rhythm of pure emotion to relate to the moments notice of pain escapin the flow.
goin through the inevitable seized by the heart to express an angle of disbelief inchin on down the lines unclothed.
Friday, December 4, 2015
Tuck ur toes... Steppin in ready. Watch how the room fades from behind me. Swallowin the mood. Puttin u on a cloud on the exterior of ur dreams. Poof. Landing softly upon the bed. Luva luva what? Jus prior to doin things to fuck with ur head. Relax n get comfy. Oh, n try not to move. Time doesn't have an issue with this. Not once down playin the motion of ur groove. Feel me hover. Whisperin the sensitivity of ur name. Connectin the letters as if in cursive. With no need of signin a dotted lines chained fame. It's jus U n I. At the fingers design to caress a flutterin touch. Gently pressin lips to the situation at hand. Damn, u have me as the skin becomes flush. Now turn on over n give me bottoms up. Let me go up n under ur squat so proud. Can u smell the candles crackle? Long live the beginnin of sound. Come now. Sittin upright, ride like the wind til u make a mess. Upon my face. Move to the rhythm of me outta breath. Grind n spin as a wiggle would be nice. Take ur turn. Loosen on up. Grab my cock so firm. That's it. I'm ur stallion in which u sit. I have things to do to u. Now squeeze one off n make it quick. Pushin that ass up n climbing from beneath. Counterin the attack taken on my tongue. Juicin up ur moans. I'm about to hear u gasp from the lungs. In jus a lil jus to maybe sure. Timin is everything in the way I work. Stretchin the lining to wrap my meat. Nah, as I lurk. Easin back jus to tease what u want from my skill. Givin a lil poke as the head exits with a drip. Ooh wee. I jus felt a piece of ur world, grabbin ur hips. Now, how bad do u want it? Provin my point. Cuz I'm not givin it to u yet. Flippin ur body as if a coin. Backside skiddin into my power. Get that ass over here! Feel me push length into ur life. Vulgarly speakin to u my dear. Yeah, I'm dirty AF. Slippin into the slide, listen to my voice. Bottomin out as the room loses light by closin ur eyes. Jerkin the head back makin that noise. I pull n drop the tastebuds once again. Lick. Swivel. Lick. Lick. U feelin it yet? That tip of what is about to be-cum the shit. Round n round I go. It's slippery when wet. Glidin with a smirk the rotation is the ease. Caught to in the middle of the moment. Climbin fast jus to thrust a shove. Goin deep with jus enough force to enslave. Witness how i capture ur mind. As passion spills from in between ur legs. One down n more to cum. I can't stop the penetration cuz u feel so good. Poppin of simultaneous burst. Take the nature of my wood. Climaxin like a rollercoaster gettin that care. Tenderizin ur g spots lone desire. Jus to release ur sexuality into truth or dare. Now tell me one thing before u.... Don't u fuckin cum. Ride that shit out n say my name. I'm nowhere close to bein done! Accept my width from wall to wall. Touchin every last explodin nerve. Allow ur hormones to speak with every pound. Tellin me somethin through sight, there goes the third. N here we go. The runnin begins. Ur a trooper if i must say. I had u tappin out before the numb took over ur limbs. Rollin over onto ur knees. Beggin me for more, but please be easy. As I grab ur hair n tug me a lock. I told u not to fuck with me. Run, baby, run. Cuz u won't get away. I'm to damn good. N I'm here to play! Dig, dig, slow. Go, go, fast. Harder n harder beg me to last. Cum-in fourth is yet another omg! Feelin the texture of my girth. One lil two lil three lil Indians. Four lil five lil six lil sperms. Cocked n loaded as I'm shootin blanks. I'm gettin mine inside of u. There ain't no stoppin me now. Tuck ur toes n cum unglued...
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