Gone to soon…

She said, when the end comes for this to be over. Know, I don’t wanna die first so you are forced to move on with another luv‘r. She asked, could you do such a thing? My reply wasn’t for her heart to be removed as a fling. Although honestly this is life and eventually imma do what comes natural to who it is I am. Her eyes looked at me with confusion as if I was lesser of a man. The thought of me accepting her fate if she were to go first change in the comprehension it took to relate to what I spoke of. I told her, you can only luv the living for it still has that rush. As to missing those who’ve crossed over when they’re gone too soon is a dream that eventually fades. I wish I could’ve rearranged the expression that took control of her face. But I live in the real world and promised never to lie. Especially when all we have is imaginary time. She stood still for a bit staring off into the sunset and then whispered. But am I worth it in the here of the now as she feared I wouldn’t miss her. Every moment until you leave me here to redefine my emotions is what came from my lips. She chuckled with a smile as pulled me near. Closer than the feel of home as we were motionless upon that pier. We swayed with my arms wrapped around her until the sun was outta sight. That’s when she realized life itself could be gone in the blink of an eye. As the darkness pains the feels to remember the loss of a friend so rare. Tears fell as she struggled to say, we better make the most of this so just show me you care. She was captured by luv. I reached down and kissed her cheek as our faces touched. She pressed into me and I squeezed her tight. Right then I woke up and released the deepest sigh…