Behind closed n locked doors...

Wait! It'll be worth it. Or it'll just sound good in your head until it's too late. With a lingering feel of it's all bs. Sitting around staring at materials that cannot interact. But at least you'll be established if they ever come along. Big facts. Either way life goes can you go wrong? It'll be peaceful ASF truly finding self. Rounding out to be someone to reckon with. Knowing in life you don't need help. But the gesture in time will be fulfilling to actually live. As long lonely nights when there's nothing to do creep on up. Depending on the patience to be in the moment in which you are. One day, one night, n repeated while holding out for likes to cling to luv. Telling emotion to settle down in the contents of the heart. As single as the mind can withstand a friend to appear. Losing the restraints to be as is n nothing less. Distant from hands wanting to touch the thrill of the vibe ever so clear. Never to look into eyes until that one can't resist the depths reaching for rescuing from the chest. That is if the comfort of the solitude doesn't get you first. Capturing the best of you behind closed n locked doors. With not one person ever to see the real truth of muted worths. As the linger soothes the beast from ever wanting anything more. But, wait! It'll be worth it. Or it'll damn you too the voices that have no sound that mimics a mate. Drifting in a world where the smile doesn't match the efforts of the ribs. Missing the chuckles that create a difference in the middle of life. But if the rush moves to fast then it's back to square one. Starting all over again for the last time. So it's fuck feeling numb. Stages of the outcome change self a little too much. As not just anyone gets to come inside. Trust, exploring lusts, laying flush, n ooh the gush. Asking does every level exist in a package on display for the mind? Opened to the known. Free but earned. With a sense of humor but fully grown. Waiting on a turn. In the cycle of getting lost somewhere in the elsewhere of, huh? Trying not to die before the best of what's remains isn't considered what's left. Having a new feel daily to regain the fun. To wait on another who simply says, yes!