believing in the one...

it's hard to believe at times when ones been let down by so many others... swearing to be the one as words n actions collide in the middle of luv'rs... as the belief wants the need of falling into emotions that never havta stand trial... not once caught in the presence of deceit shaking loose the smile... there's nothing worse than calling out to a friend that isn't interested in self drifting away... making it difficult to explain why there's a hesitation on certain levels creating the sane... overthinking the movement of someone new having that irresistible look... knowing the heart for them is so easily hooked... giving the trust in consideration that it relations go both ways jus hoping to become more than life itself... if the heartache doesn't crush the will to enjoy what comes along by choice of who clicks with being felt... the inevitable returns for the severity of the impossible swinging as if saloon doors... easy to see yet not so much to witness the mentality of a mature individual standing before the eyes looking for more... the find takes from the feel if not careful to adjust to not everyone is the same... jus like the changing of names that land of the visual of an others face...  it's not until the meeting of so much time alone awakens to inner untying of the cores twist that reality kicks in... realizing there's one that'll step up n claim the thrill that redefines the activity of everyday life with a grin... digging further to stay as roots grow beneath the texture so many halt at to lust for... making the worth of opening up a delivery straight to the desire to give passion its reason to explore... forgetting everything prior to them as the situation is nothing similar to what stands face to face waiting to be introduced... as silly lil thoughts are removed from the memory banks due to0 the freedom to be releases the woo's... in true form is where the devotion walks with loyalty through the meaning of no matter what... having purpose to listen to expressions that float like air jus to be touched... helping the mind to accept it is real... believing in depths with no pause bcuz two in the same came to the same place for an ever after the be healed... no longer distant to the talk of mine... closer to gather how ligaments intertwine wit the comfort so far past the initial hype...