It's when they walk away from u n don't wanna knowin it's either they're tryin to get u to hate them or tellin u they luv ya jus to protect ya bcuz they have an addiction... That's when it sinks in watchin em fall to pieces right in front of ya or lettin em go... U ain't felt pain til then as u feel their pain walkin away from u knowin they wanna stay but can't... N doublin up with back to back females as a loss u jus couldn't help... It'll change ur outlook on a lot of shit knowin if it wasn't for the drugs both had what it took to make I lifetime of memories cut way to fuckin short as connectin with someone who doesn't understand is jus impossible... It's a loss of a friendship... That clique u can't jus find anywhere... Jus stand in ya place n move to life's vibe... U gotta life to live as well... Shits deep... N all one needs is a friend they ain't gotta lose...