Jus not like rest...

When u know u don't fit in n only truly clique with very few... Tryin to find a reason to attempt to even start somethin new... Able to relate yet unable to accept this worlds ways playin out daily before the eyes... When ur different, ur different n it makes life take a back seat in the mind... As the reality of self jus doesn't squeeze into other's acceptance for beliefs jus don't give in... When u won't give up on who it is u are but could very easily allow another to be as a win win... It's when ur nothin like anyone else only meet one similar to the ways within that jus wanna live... Even though u know without a doubt you'd better someones life with what u have to give... Yet, they jus wouldn't understand n wanna change u into that silhouette lost in their head... So u jus go on livin alone as eyes drift from the possibility of relations met... Simply jus wantin a friend to step up n go with it as the flow takes u to straight to the heart... But bein who u are n who the want u to be jus makes it hard... n all in all is a good time that neva finds a moment to happen... Sittin around thinkin about what it be like if it was me laughin... Gettin lost in another that jus won't leave bcuz of the mental bs embedded they've shook... Even though these eyes of mine can see what would he nice to have if kindness for granted wasn't took...