time is at a waste

Let's not do this n accept what has surfaced for once.
There's no need in walkin around looking for someone we know isn't there.
For the wrong person to enjoy all the right reasons.
When we know with one another there's nothing to fear.
To go a lifetime without u.
Lemme try n find the words.
Within the loneliness of seeing ur face in my mind.
I'd be in a world of hurt.
How long will it be before ur in my arms.
Stepping from the shadows as mine at last.
Bcuz u alone would be appreciated beyond comprehension.
Valued by luv collecting images of us n what we have.
Holding on to a feel not quite the same as this shit.
When are we gonna turn around n face the only person worth everything to give.
Out here getting on like no one's business on hush.
Faking every smile on someone else as unarmed kisses were never aimed for their lips.
Tell me when it's time to witness true luv drop to its knees.
Emptying the mind of dreams becoming complete in reality.
Who am I in this sea of strangers u know so well.
When I'm nothing like any of them waiting on u to lean into me.
Time is at a waste goin unused in the proper way.
Lingering in n outta relations with the realization of what can be.
Getting lost from this hide n seek game of the comin n goin.
That is, if u actually knew of what I actually think.
Do we havta pretend theres a different life somewhere past the this moment?
We both know this is that feel of heat that candles burn.
To whom is u the final cut given to in sighs.
For these eyes drip believing in the tone of ur words...