first things first

Not on my occasion.
Jus bcuz I walked in the door.
Into ur life.
I don't wanna know the change.
Jus to watch u transform back in to who u were.
Jus before I entered ur life.
There's no need.
I came to see in whom u were.
Not witness the altercation of fame.
Pretending to be different.
The giveaway rests on dead emotions.
Don't go switching up intent.
Be u.
Ease on up n lemme see the truth.
All in the same who I am.
As real as jus vein self.
Anything other is a twisted end.
In the middle if connection.
The flip interprets false hopes.
Fallin in luv with the enemy.
Face to face as scars are premeditated.
As time spent is an illusion.
Worth no more than to be left alone.
There's no need in comin across as more.
The simplest shit sinks further.
Be down to express what it is as u.
Masks only give vanity purpose.
As worth resides within unused.
Constantly fillin the mind with gut checks.
Losing the battle as feelings turn away.
Findin someone else stand-in in ur shoes.
Kick em off n go bare footin.
I jus wanna see the tenderness in the way u walk.
First things first.
U don't havta be anything less for me.
If it isn't real.
We'll never see the beauty that's hidden.
Driven below the paint exploding in gestures.
Mimicking a clowns war paint to observe the endless grief.
Jus be.
It won't work if u ain't got it in u to breathe.