idk shit

I don't know anything.
No ones ever showed me what luv is.
Even in the mix of expressin my own version.
Relations has Neva done right by me on times lips.
Left in a memorizin state of confusion.
Poured out upon the table I placed the dream.
All in with empty hands willin to pick up the scattered pieces.
N here I am, Mr. Clutch clinchin seams.
Attempting to hold me together.
Afraid I might like the single life as the dog is ready to play.
N IDK of the happily Eva after from what I've been through.
Seems I've heard I get with all the wrong ones so they claim.
Not once has luv ever put the thought of me first.
But u don't hear me confrontin the resistance with reason so I can sleep.
Unable to give a Lil something luv is flawed in its design.
A breath taken is in the way one breathes.
N yet, IDK shit.
I've Neva seen luv stand in my way.
Refuse to move.
I've Neva held my everlastin days...