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Down... With no way up but a visual stare so deserving... Lost in life looking onward as others take for granted what use to be something like mine... How am I unworthy??? Down... Forced to fight for a smile that won't stay... Mind goin astray walkin out on the hard work that could never be enough... Choking on the pain... Down... Shivering chills wrap the backbones downward spiral fading from the norm... Held captive n imprisoned by the failed attempt to live a life... I don't want no more... Down... In the whole within tryin to fill that empty feel that jus refuses to quit... Y is it me that's hasn't time to enjoy what u do??? Damn this life I resent... Down... I go listening to the truths of this is jus the way it is... Fallin short with dirty hands that clinch with a cling to a better way... As so many have never earned what I have never been given a chance to live... Down... For the last time it hasta end... Gone into an invisible state of nevermore... As my only friend...